{fic} AMNESIA
Title: AMNESIA - (KAZUYA'S DREAM: I am Jin)
Authors: Ayakanishi
Pairing: Akame, MirokuBido, and more
Rating: PG-15 (to be safe)
Genre: friendship, love, romance
Disclaimer: i don't own the characters here...
Author’s Notes: My fourth fic, if you remember DESTINY this is the sequel of it
Summary: It's been five years, they stopped modeling and started to work in Jin's company. They decided to went to Sweden to have their dream vacation. But what if their dream vacation turns into their worst nightmare.
"Miroku, you're really good" Maru praised.
"Thanks, I didn't even actually know that I can play soccer" Miroku replied.
At evening, the gang had another meeting at the mansion, but as usual, Junno's not there.
"Junno reported something to me" Ueda said.
"What is it?" Koki asked.
"He said that Miroku's been dreaming this past few days, weird dreams, that seems to be connected to his past as Jin" Ueda reported.
"Since when?" Maru asked.
"Since we flew kites"
"So, our plan's effective. Kazu, by next week, you'll sing" Yuu said.
When the gang left, Kazuya fell asleep immediately.
~Kazuya's dream~
"Is this... Jin and my hill?" Kazuya asked himself.
"Hey! Little bro!" someone called from behind, when Kazuya looked back, it was Ryu.
"Ryu-nii? Is that you?"
"Yes, it's me. Damn Kazu, you look like shit"
"Mou, how can I not look like shit, it's really hard for me to..." before Kazuya could finish his sentence, he was stopped by his brother's embrace.
"I know Kazu, it's very hard. But you have to bare with it, you love Jin right?"
Kazuya nodded.
"You should face every obstacle, he'll be back, I'm sure of that, I'll help you"
"But Ryu-nii, Bidou-kun's..."
"He'll understand, he told you that he'll let go of Jin just to make him happy right? It took him a lot of courage to say that and we both know that he's telling the truth"
"I just... feel guilty..."
Kazuya hugged Ryu back.
"Just do whatever you think is right and of course, follow your heart" Ryu advised.
"Thanks Ryu-nii. Can you please stay with me until I wake up?" Kazuya asked.
"Sure"
~end of dream~
The next day, Kazuya woke up gleefully and full of life. It was his first time talking to his Ryu-nii, but he felt it, his brother's love.
"I promise Ryu-nii, once we'll be together, I will love you and take care of you" Kazuya promised himself and smiled.
Three days passed, Kazuya decided to pay a visit to MIroku, he made a spaghetti with meatballs, he knew it very much that Miroku will like it, since it was Jin's favorite.
*ding dong*
It took a while before the door was opened.
"Kazuya-kun? Ohayou" Miroku greeted, he looked haggard, he got big eye-bags and he's pale, "please come in" then inside his mind, he smiled "thank goodness you're here."
"Miroku, what happened to you?" Kazuya asked as he entered the house, he then looked around and placed the bowl of spaghetti to the dining table, "Where's Bidou-kun and Junno?"
"They went out for groceries" Miroku sat to the long sofa, threw his head back and sighed.
"You look horrible, what happened?" Kazuya then sat on the single sofa near the longer one.
"I haven't sleep properly for the last few days" Miroku answered.
"Why?"
"Well," Miroku sat properly, "I was dreaming, then after the dream, I'll wake up then, I won't be able to go back to sleep"
"A dream?"
"Yeah, first, I was dreaming of a child who looks like me, I can't hear his name clearly, but I think it is Jin or something. Then another kid came, the name kinda starts with R, probably Ryu cause I tried to read his lips," Miroku explained, "my dream showed how they grew up together with their four friends. But later on, my dream focused to the two of them,"
"He's dreaming of himself" Kazuya thought.
"Later on, my dream got different, as if I'm not watching them anymore, like, I'm one of them now"
"Who are you in your dream?"
"The Jin one, my latest dream was, they were already about in Junior High, age was probably fifteen. The Ryu one, he actually looks exactly like you, and I gave him a necklace, and in my dream I have the necklace too"
"Me? Looks like him?"
"Yeah, do you think... I'm Jin?"
Kazuya couldn't answer, so he tried to changed the topic, "Hey, let's eat the spaghetti that I cooked while it's hot" Kazuya stood up and get some plates and forks.
"Why are you changing the subject Kazuya? Are you hiding something? But I'll just go with it," Miroku thought as Kazuya served him the food.
"Here" Kazuya handed the plate.
"Wow! This looks good! Ittadakimasu!" the Miroku started eating the spaghetti, "Mmm.. this is awesome, and the taste is really familiar to my tongue, as if it's not my first time eating this"
"Uh... you have sauce... there" Kazuya was pointing to the left corner of Miroku's lips.
"Where?" Miroku tried to wipe the sauce but he didn't hit the spot.
"Here, I'll wipe it for you" Kazuya used his thumb and wiped the sauce, he was about to remove his finger, but Miroku suddenly grabbed his wrist and placed his palm to Miroku's face, "M-miroku?"
"Your presence makes me feel at home, your voice, your touch, your smile. I don't know why but I'm happy every time I see you" Miroku said while he control Kazuya's hand to caress his cheeks.
"No... Don't..." Kazuya pulled his hand back. "Bidou-kun will... I can't betray him..."
"You love me don't you?" Miroku asked, "but you're holding it back"
"N-no! Like what Bidou-kun told you, you resembles my past lover" then Kazuya thought, "I can't hurt Bidou-kun, I just can't do it, how much I want you to be back, I can't"
Miroku smiled.
"My smile makes you remember him right? Then from now on, I'll smile every time we're together" Miroku said.
Then Kazuya stood up and went to the door.
"Please don't be unfaithful to Bidou-kun, or else, I'll avoid you again" Kazuya was about to open the door but a pair of arms stopped him by wrapping itself around his trembling body.
"Don't go, I told you that your presence makes me feel at home, your touch tells me a lot of stories. I haven't told this to anyone yet, but... My memory is half-way back... and I can sense that at the other half, you are there" Miroku whispered, "I'm Jin, Jin Akanishi"
"How did..."
Kazuya's sentence was interrupted by a knock, he then released his self from Miroku's embrace and opened the door.
"Kazuya-kun!" Bidou then hugged Kazuya, "I'm so happy you paid a visit to Miroku, he's been lonely this past few days"
"Hehe! Gomen, but I'm about to leave" Kazuya gave Bidou a fake smile.
"Bidou, okaeri" Miroku waved to Bidou and smiled.
"Tadaima"
"Uh... Miroku-kun, mind if you help me with the groceries?" Junno asked.
"Yeah, sure" Miroku started to carry the bags to the kitchen.
"Anou, Bidou-kun, Junno, I'll be going, jaa" Kazuya bid.
"He's acting strange" Junno thought. Suddenly, Junno noticed that Miroku was licking his lips seductively. He knows it very well not to recognize it, "that habit, Jin"
"He's holding it, Kazuya's holding the key to bring back all of my memory" Miroku thought.
[to be continued]
preview: "Tell me Miroku, or should I say Jin, what's upsetting you?"
Music: On my Mind - KAT-TUN
A/N: okay minna, sorry if i didn't update for the last two days, i was like so depressed and all i did was sleep sleep and talked to my friends, *sighs* and a while ago, i was like crying until i fell asleep, ow geeezzzz... but i feel better now...
comments are loved...:D
Authors: Ayakanishi
Pairing: Akame, MirokuBido, and more
Rating: PG-15 (to be safe)
Genre: friendship, love, romance
Disclaimer: i don't own the characters here...
Author’s Notes: My fourth fic, if you remember DESTINY this is the sequel of it
Summary: It's been five years, they stopped modeling and started to work in Jin's company. They decided to went to Sweden to have their dream vacation. But what if their dream vacation turns into their worst nightmare.
"Miroku, you're really good" Maru praised.
"Thanks, I didn't even actually know that I can play soccer" Miroku replied.
At evening, the gang had another meeting at the mansion, but as usual, Junno's not there.
"Junno reported something to me" Ueda said.
"What is it?" Koki asked.
"He said that Miroku's been dreaming this past few days, weird dreams, that seems to be connected to his past as Jin" Ueda reported.
"Since when?" Maru asked.
"Since we flew kites"
"So, our plan's effective. Kazu, by next week, you'll sing" Yuu said.
When the gang left, Kazuya fell asleep immediately.
~Kazuya's dream~
"Is this... Jin and my hill?" Kazuya asked himself.
"Hey! Little bro!" someone called from behind, when Kazuya looked back, it was Ryu.
"Ryu-nii? Is that you?"
"Yes, it's me. Damn Kazu, you look like shit"
"Mou, how can I not look like shit, it's really hard for me to..." before Kazuya could finish his sentence, he was stopped by his brother's embrace.
"I know Kazu, it's very hard. But you have to bare with it, you love Jin right?"
Kazuya nodded.
"You should face every obstacle, he'll be back, I'm sure of that, I'll help you"
"But Ryu-nii, Bidou-kun's..."
"He'll understand, he told you that he'll let go of Jin just to make him happy right? It took him a lot of courage to say that and we both know that he's telling the truth"
"I just... feel guilty..."
Kazuya hugged Ryu back.
"Just do whatever you think is right and of course, follow your heart" Ryu advised.
"Thanks Ryu-nii. Can you please stay with me until I wake up?" Kazuya asked.
"Sure"
~end of dream~
The next day, Kazuya woke up gleefully and full of life. It was his first time talking to his Ryu-nii, but he felt it, his brother's love.
"I promise Ryu-nii, once we'll be together, I will love you and take care of you" Kazuya promised himself and smiled.
Three days passed, Kazuya decided to pay a visit to MIroku, he made a spaghetti with meatballs, he knew it very much that Miroku will like it, since it was Jin's favorite.
*ding dong*
It took a while before the door was opened.
"Kazuya-kun? Ohayou" Miroku greeted, he looked haggard, he got big eye-bags and he's pale, "please come in" then inside his mind, he smiled "thank goodness you're here."
"Miroku, what happened to you?" Kazuya asked as he entered the house, he then looked around and placed the bowl of spaghetti to the dining table, "Where's Bidou-kun and Junno?"
"They went out for groceries" Miroku sat to the long sofa, threw his head back and sighed.
"You look horrible, what happened?" Kazuya then sat on the single sofa near the longer one.
"I haven't sleep properly for the last few days" Miroku answered.
"Why?"
"Well," Miroku sat properly, "I was dreaming, then after the dream, I'll wake up then, I won't be able to go back to sleep"
"A dream?"
"Yeah, first, I was dreaming of a child who looks like me, I can't hear his name clearly, but I think it is Jin or something. Then another kid came, the name kinda starts with R, probably Ryu cause I tried to read his lips," Miroku explained, "my dream showed how they grew up together with their four friends. But later on, my dream focused to the two of them,"
"He's dreaming of himself" Kazuya thought.
"Later on, my dream got different, as if I'm not watching them anymore, like, I'm one of them now"
"Who are you in your dream?"
"The Jin one, my latest dream was, they were already about in Junior High, age was probably fifteen. The Ryu one, he actually looks exactly like you, and I gave him a necklace, and in my dream I have the necklace too"
"Me? Looks like him?"
"Yeah, do you think... I'm Jin?"
Kazuya couldn't answer, so he tried to changed the topic, "Hey, let's eat the spaghetti that I cooked while it's hot" Kazuya stood up and get some plates and forks.
"Why are you changing the subject Kazuya? Are you hiding something? But I'll just go with it," Miroku thought as Kazuya served him the food.
"Here" Kazuya handed the plate.
"Wow! This looks good! Ittadakimasu!" the Miroku started eating the spaghetti, "Mmm.. this is awesome, and the taste is really familiar to my tongue, as if it's not my first time eating this"
"Uh... you have sauce... there" Kazuya was pointing to the left corner of Miroku's lips.
"Where?" Miroku tried to wipe the sauce but he didn't hit the spot.
"Here, I'll wipe it for you" Kazuya used his thumb and wiped the sauce, he was about to remove his finger, but Miroku suddenly grabbed his wrist and placed his palm to Miroku's face, "M-miroku?"
"Your presence makes me feel at home, your voice, your touch, your smile. I don't know why but I'm happy every time I see you" Miroku said while he control Kazuya's hand to caress his cheeks.
"No... Don't..." Kazuya pulled his hand back. "Bidou-kun will... I can't betray him..."
"You love me don't you?" Miroku asked, "but you're holding it back"
"N-no! Like what Bidou-kun told you, you resembles my past lover" then Kazuya thought, "I can't hurt Bidou-kun, I just can't do it, how much I want you to be back, I can't"
Miroku smiled.
"My smile makes you remember him right? Then from now on, I'll smile every time we're together" Miroku said.
Then Kazuya stood up and went to the door.
"Please don't be unfaithful to Bidou-kun, or else, I'll avoid you again" Kazuya was about to open the door but a pair of arms stopped him by wrapping itself around his trembling body.
"Don't go, I told you that your presence makes me feel at home, your touch tells me a lot of stories. I haven't told this to anyone yet, but... My memory is half-way back... and I can sense that at the other half, you are there" Miroku whispered, "I'm Jin, Jin Akanishi"
"How did..."
Kazuya's sentence was interrupted by a knock, he then released his self from Miroku's embrace and opened the door.
"Kazuya-kun!" Bidou then hugged Kazuya, "I'm so happy you paid a visit to Miroku, he's been lonely this past few days"
"Hehe! Gomen, but I'm about to leave" Kazuya gave Bidou a fake smile.
"Bidou, okaeri" Miroku waved to Bidou and smiled.
"Tadaima"
"Uh... Miroku-kun, mind if you help me with the groceries?" Junno asked.
"Yeah, sure" Miroku started to carry the bags to the kitchen.
"Anou, Bidou-kun, Junno, I'll be going, jaa" Kazuya bid.
"He's acting strange" Junno thought. Suddenly, Junno noticed that Miroku was licking his lips seductively. He knows it very well not to recognize it, "that habit, Jin"
"He's holding it, Kazuya's holding the key to bring back all of my memory" Miroku thought.
[to be continued]
preview: "Tell me Miroku, or should I say Jin, what's upsetting you?"
Music: On my Mind - KAT-TUN
A/N: okay minna, sorry if i didn't update for the last two days, i was like so depressed and all i did was sleep sleep and talked to my friends, *sighs* and a while ago, i was like crying until i fell asleep, ow geeezzzz... but i feel better now...
comments are loved...:D