{fic} DESTINY
Title: Destiny phase13 (DEPRESSIONS)
Pairing: Akame
Rating: PG-13
Genre: friendship, romance
Disclaimer: i don't own the characters here... but how i wish that i own jin and kame...LOL! but they definitely own me!!!
Author’s Notes: inspired from the comic i was doing now entitled SMILES...
Summary: Kazuya Kamenashi, a transferee student in Kizuna Gakuen. When he entered the school, he discovered that he looks like Ryu Odagiri, Jin Akanishi's closest friend. As he tries to get close to Jin, will this work? fail? or it'll lead them to something else?
Junno and the others decided to cook for lunch. After cooking their lunch, Kazuya brought the food to their tent. When he entered, Jin immediately zipped the tent door.
"Can we kiss now?" Jin excitedly asked.
"Not yet, after we eat, I don't have any energy to kiss you."
"Mou..."
"Stop whining Jin, start eating."
"Yes sweety."
Jin finished his food within five minutes,
, but Kazuya is only half-way done.
"Kazu-chan, can you please eat faster? Jin complained.
"Ten more minutes."
"That's too long."
"If you can't wait, there's no kiss"
"Okay..." Jin pouted and looked down.
"You're so cute when pouting." Kazu smirked.
"Stop that," Jin went inside his sleeping bag and his his self like a nail.
"Ow... my sweety's grouching at me." Kazuya said and approached Jin, "wow sweety, your sleeping bag is big, we can fit in here." Kazuya went inside Jin's sleeping bag and laid beside Jin, "Sweety, can you please look at me? I want to see your beautiful face."
"No." answered like a child who's lollipop was taken away from him.
"Okay..." Kazuya just wrapped his arms around Jin's body like a pillow and place his face at Jin's hair and smelled it, "I really love, being like this, being with you."
There was no response from Ji, but he held Kazuya's hand that is embracing his body. Then Kazuya moved his body closet to Jin's and tighten his embrace.
"I love you so much... I won't be able to live without you in my life." Kazuya said,
"Ryu's death... kept me in the dark. Until your shining light came to my life."
"Do you still love him? Do you still love Ryu-kun?"
"Kazu..."
"Don't worry, I won't get mad, it's fine with me. Just answer my question honestly."
Jin turned around and faced Kazuya.
"Sweety, you're the only one who owns my heart." Jin said, "so don't get jealous to Ryu anymore, okay?"
Kazuya smiled and sweely kissed Jin's lips.
"I want to stay like this... forever." Kazuya whispered and kissed his beloved again.
"Kazuya, don't you ever leave me..." Jin embraced Kazuya so tight, he can fell Kazuya's loud heart beat.
"I promise Jin, I will die if I don't have you."
"Me too... you're the only reason of my existence now."
Ryopi tent.
"Oy Yamapi! Would you please get out of your sleeping bag and help me the works here!" Ryo yelled.
"Shut up horse head."
"Just, forget about him."
"Shut up! You don't understand me and you never will!"
"I understand you Pi" Ryo cried, "I do... because... Ueda-kun rejected me too... because of Akanishi"
"What?" Yamapi came out of his sleeping bag and sat, "you confessed your feelings too?"
Ryo nodded.
"He's(ueda) such a good friend Pi, and now, I'm starting to thankd that they are all kind Pi, even Akanishi-kun."
"What the hell Ryo!? You're still saying that he is good after rejecting you? And now, you're even giving respect to THAT Akanishi?! and even thinking they are good people? Are you going insane Ryo?!"
"No! You're the one going insane Yamapi! Try to open your eyes! If Akanishi-kun's not kind, why does he had those friends? Like Ueda-kun?! Why is he more famous than you?! Ueda-kun woke me up! Did you know what he said to me?!" Ryo held Yamapi's shirt, "he said to me, 'if you make me choose between my love for you and my friendship with Jin, I'd rather choose my friendship with Jin thatn my love for you' that fuckin broke my heart Pi. But I realized why is he like that. Because Akanishi-kun is a true friend, he never betrayed his friends, he never treated them as inferior to him, he respects his friends, he's taking good care of them! It means, he is kind!" then he let go of Pi.
"What ever Ryo."
"I don't even know what made you think that Akanishi-kun is your enemy in the first place! I can't remember anything he did bad to you when we first met him!"
Pi couldn't answer.
"Now I know Pi. You're just jealous right? You envy Akanishi-kun because he's got everything he wants and he's better than you, more popular, richer, smarter, and he owns Kamenashi-kun's heart!"
"SHUT UP!!!"
"NO! I won't shut up! He got even more true friends than you do even if he's the quiet one and you're the loud one. Akanishi-kun has five, you only have one that you're about to lose, sooner or later, I'm gonna give up on you."
"Ow really? Let's see if you'll have friends without me." Pi laughed.
"I don't know what the hell happened to you Pi, you're not that Yamapi I grew up with."
Ryo walked out of their tent. Maru saw him and approached him.
(aya says: since i think yucchi is the kindest member of the group, i made him the understanding one that don't hold any anger against others but will fight for his friends if he needs to. and ueda is the mother of the group...)
"Hey, Nishikido-kun."
"Nakamaru-kun?"
"Looks like you're not in a good mood. Had an arguement with Yamashita?"
Ryo nodded.
"There's a lot that happened in this camping, and it all happened really fast." Maru said.
"You're right. So fast, it'll take time for you to realize it. PI's changed. I don't even know who the hell is he now."
"You've been friends since you were kids right?"
"Yeah, like you, Akanishi-kun, Ueda-kun, Taguchi and Tanaka."
"When our friend Ryu died three years ago, right in the arms of Jin. No one can describe the pain Jin felt. He got depressed, much more depressed that Yamashita now. He stopped smiling, didn't even want to talk to anyone, even to us. He's like dead, you saw him during his worst, before Kame came. We tried to understand him as much as we can. He's always shouting at us, yelling, just like Yamashita's doing to you now. But we tried to understand him. We felt sad too because of Ryu's death. But Jin's sadness and pain is far more greater than us. Because Jin and Ryu are almost like lovers. They're so close no one seprate them, the worst is, Ryu died in Jin's arms. He became arrogant, selfish and self-centered, but you know what? He didn't abandon us. Yes he is not talking to us that much, but for us, friendship is not only always getting along with each other, chatting, and having fun, but it is what we feel for each other. Even if he stopped talking, you can still feel it. You can feel his care for us, his loyalty. So, we never betrayed him too. You should with Yamashita too."
"I can't do that anymore. I tried to understand him as much as I can too, I tried to be patient at him. But I'm at my limit now." Ryo replied, "he pushed me to my limit, everyone has limitations. And now, I want him to realize that I'm important to him too."
"if that's what you want, there's nothing I can do about it. If you want to let out your emotions or need some advices, just approach me. I'll try to help you as much as I can"
"Thanks Nakamaru-kun... you're so good. I'm so wrong. I should have not judged you just because Pi hates your group. I'm so sorry." Ryo cried.
"You can cry on my shoulder if you want."
"Thanks."
Ryo leaned to Maru's shoulder and cried.
"Am I welcome... to be your friend?" Ryo asked.
"Of course, you're welcome to be my friend." Maru smiled.
"and to Akanishi-kun?"
"Do you wanna talk to him?" Maru asked and Ryo nodded.
They went to the front of Akame tent.
"Jin? Are you there?" Maru opened the door a bit and peeked inside, "WHAT THE HELL!? They are sleeping in one sleeping bag?!" he thought.
[to be continued]
preview for the next chapter: "Sweety... you're going wild"
Location: my room
Mood:
energetic!
Music: Someday for Somebody - Kazuya Kamenashi
A/N: i'm totally addicted to white world... LOL! i kept on playing it again and again... WOW!!! i'm fast today...:D i already updated to fanfics...:D it's still 11:50pm, and I'm not planning to sleep until 3:30am, because that's 6:30pm in Japan. I'll wait for KAT-TUN's concert in osaka to start before I go to sleep...LOL! i also did that at their concert in Tokyo Dome, last week... LOL! didn't sleep until their concert is starting...LOL! it's so fun reading your comment... *cries* makes me so happy and energetic, my teacher in science just pissed the hell out of me because of kicking mario's foot... (T_T) HE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG FOR YOU TO KICK HIM!!!!!!! Well, I forgot to share, last tuesday, we made Filipino dishes in our cooking class...LOL! it was so fun, our group made Pork Ribs Adobo, our classmates lined up for it (i'm the one who did most of the work and my groupmates just cleaned our kitchen) it made me really flattered specially when I saw Mario in the line... We are all filipino in our group, three of us...:D the group beside us made chicken afritada... it didn't go well, coz there was no taste. Mario's soup made chopsuey, LOL! i didn't even think about tasting it cause I TOTALLY HATE VEGGIES!!!! the group beside them made sopas(chicken macarroni soup) they did very well...:D i'm impressed.
i don't have anger for yamapi, but i'm only doing this to make the story better, if you think that i'm mad at him that's why i made him like "antagonist" you're wrong... he's like the most suitable person for the character...:D
please leave some comments, they will be appreciated...:D