New Comp, Yay for me

[ayat]

Well I got the laptop to work, big ups to my girl Dee, helpin me from throwing it out the window, lol... so now I can watch porn in my room? lol just playin, id rather watch it on t.v. :P so yeah... now all my "home" time really will be in my room on the internet, now all i need is a phone line, and i'll be set right? n e wayz, im goin to see the

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[anonymous]

I pray to God that you are joking. You asshole. How the hell would you be if somebody fucking stole your car and WRECKED IT INTO A GOD DAMN TELEPHONE POLE?????? You are an insensitive jerk. And don't ever call me honey. And trust me, if you want to complain about paying more money, I will call up my insurance MYSELF and ask them when I should expect my first payment because unlike you, I am going places. I need that money to help with school. If you want to give me bullshit call my cell phone and I will gladly DISCUSS with you the whole deal.
Kara

[ayat]

ok 1. i dont know how i would feel, pretty pissed i guess about it.
2. sorry for the honey my mistake.
3. its not complaining about more money, its upping the cost from the original that pisses me off, no matter who it is.
4. call your insurance company, they're not going to get any quicker response, you will have better luck calling your commenwealth attorney and getting my p.o. number and callin him and begging about it, he has more action to act on it, but i still have 5 months left before i have to have it paid off.
5. i have no doubt you need the money for school
6. and im not giving you bullshit, im giving my opinion isnt that what a journal is for, events and opinions?
7. dont have your cel number, dont want it.

[anonymous]

Yeah, well if you really would like me to I can contact your P.O. and urge him to take more immediate action. I didn't really have a problem with you taking so long until your journal entry said that I constantly pressure you. I called you one time to make sure that you had a job. That was it. That was one time. I'm not exactly sure how that is constantly pressuring you... if you can give me some more examples that would be a better use of the word constant. And I'm not exactly sure why you are bringing this up now. I called you about that seriously like 3 or 4 weeks ago. Not to mention the fact th at you have no idea how expensive college is. That is why I need that money. $500 is a whole semester of books. Maybe if you would take the time to look back and actually realize the damage you caused, both physically to my car and emotionally to me, you would stop trying to act like you got the shit end of the stick.
Kara

[ayat]

yeah kara you're right i didnt get the shit end of the stick, i just have to pay 150 dollars extra insurance for the rest of my life, lost about 8 months of time to the courts, if i get violated just once for not makin it home before 11 p.m., i get to put on every job application that i have been convicted of a felony, which can keep me from getting the job, and as far as you pressuring me, every time you write something here, write something in your journal, and everytime you get a chance you mention "how much college costs" like i have no concept of numerical value. 16,000 a year. thats what you told me. i remember i and know that that is a lot of money. and while we are on the subject of these things, i really hate the fact that you constant* remark "im goin places with my life (unlike you)**" i just really love it when you say that. makes me feel like there is hope for mankinds emotions.

*constant as in 5 times so far
** unlike you has been said to me once from you, implied every other time you have said it.

[ayat]

and oh yeah, i do realize that i have hurt you, which is why i take this in all good order, oh yeah and if what i am saying bothers you so much, why do you keep reading this? in fact if the reason is cause you dont want people getting the wrong "idea" about what i put in here, i will put a link in every entry i write to your journal so you can correct them
www.livejournal.com/users/karaleigh13 <- Kara's Journal

[ayat]

why do i keep reading? so you can't put bullshit in here that is fucking true. god knows you are a liar. if you don't like me reading it, then put a password on your livejournal account. your right, you can say whatever you want to say in here, but so can i.

and I am going places... so why not tell it to you. you sure the hell don't care. you don't even care about your own life, so why would i expect you to care about mine. maybe it's the fact that the day before you wrecked my car, you told me that you loved me. maybe i expected you to feel a little bit worse about what you did.

kara

[ayat]

"so you can't put bullshit in here that is fucking true." you make it sound like you want me to put bullshit in here that aint true... but i dont think you meant that. i never once said i wasnt a liar, in fact i said in my entries that im a liar. and i know your goin places, and what makes you think i dont care? i care more about other peoples lives more than my own, yeah i know "and wrecking my car is a way of showing that you care about my life?" i told you i love you and i still do, not in the same way, thats been taken, but still i do. and whatever makes you think that i dont feel worse than what i show kara? do you know that i think and wish every fuckin day that i didnt do it... that i had just fuckin gone to school? if only so that this shit wouldnt be between us? did you know i still tell everyone that i wish i didnt do it and miss you? but it still does not matter, because i "sure the hell don't care."

josh

[ayat]

Maybe I didn't think you cared because you never told me. You never told me that you wish you would've went to school instead and you never told me you missed me.

Kara