well im quite upset right now and this is why ( Read more... )

well today was pretty fun. kaietan and ange came over. my ma was like "kaietan was SOOO flirting with you" and then she was like "don't get me wrong i thought it was sooo adorable" so went and jumped on her lap and started picking her cheeks mimicing her saying it was sooo adorable lol... basically the whole day was about my cell phone.. blah blah ( Read more... )

well yah haven't been on here in a while uhh... last night, xmas eve, umm it was weird and a bit sad cuz every xmas eve i go over to the demo's and i didn't cuz im down here but today i talked to lindsey for quite some time... also my first xmas eve without ryry... i miss him... i guess crystal is still in a coma and scott is still in the mental ( Read more... )

TEN random things about me
10. i love to read
09. im from Boston
08. i love hockey
07. i used to be such an innocent girl
06. i love to party
05. i miss my friends back home
04. i had the biggest crush on randy jackson
03. Mary, Emily, Laura, Amy, and Kelsey are my BFF's
02. I miss Rob
01. i have a

Death Of Sorts: i asked kayla back out...so we are back together just incase you care...

kay + kai = happy
me + Ricky =

today was... interesting? it didn't go how i planned yet then again nothing ever does.

i don't know how im feeling, i guess its up to that person. i don't want to have allowed myself today if it leads to heartbreak tomorrow. he doesn't like me in that way *tear* but what am i supposed to do about that?

R.I.P. DJ Conrad jan 19 1985- dec 11, 2004

im confused and scared. i want a chance with him but im scared that i'll hurt him again. if he goes back out w/ his ex than i don't know if i can handle being around him... should i go for the gold or just give up?

only things that you've missed...

Lx concert... okey

R.I.P. Ryan R.C. December 18, 1985 - December 11, 2004

I <3 him but he <3's her

woo hoo... Lx is playing at Fathom Saturday... went to fathom last friday and saturday with liz... it was fun... she stayed the whole weekend. uhh yesterday i got into this huge fight with krista. went to japanese restaurant tonight... it was fun!! hate her.. (krista) can't say much... my life is always boring so you haven't missed much these past ( Read more... )

well i've been grounded.. still am but that's okey... nothin big happened except i told krista one of the kids i like and them marianne the other... lol but it was cool cuz marianne was trying to help me around him and such cuz he was at fathom... HE PLAYED AT FATHOM!! lol this kid totally does not look like the type to be in a band lol so i got to ( Read more... )