tired, but I can't sleep

[ayesha]

I'm too afraid to go to bed, afraid of the tears and the hopelessness that overtakes me the moment I lie down. The only way I can sleep anymore is to be so exhausted that I can't think anymore, to be in that zombielike state where I can't cry, can't feel anything. Then I sleep for a few hours until I have to wake up, and spend most of the day in a

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[ex_cdaae]

You write so amazingly... I love the new layout, BTW. Fab.

"memories of a time when I didn't know how much misery life would hold"... I think that's what made me cry after seeing HHG, even though my life was bloody miserable at the time. But it was innocence compared with now, particuarly for Rowan and obviously for Benny 5 years ago. And I do think some people get way more than their fair share of shit. {{{{Hugs}}}}

[chibiaingeal]

*HUGS*

--AoM