The way is rough and the road doesn't get better

[ayianna]

At least not so far. I still have fleeting moments of wishing I'd never conceived. I cry from guilt and shame, frustration, anxiety, stress, and most of all, broken dreams when I have these thoughts. They don't get better, I just get better at hiding them. I can't wait for life or my outlook to improve. I feel like a sorry excuse for a mom at times

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[rei_kun]

*hugs* Hey, holla if you need to talk, I'm here for you. Wanna get lunch someday (it's on me).

Ja

Rei

[uplinktruck]

My Lady, I don't know what went wrong here to have you doubting your abilities as a parent. Sounds like a really bad day. From my observations you are an excellent mother. Morna is lucky to have you.

Let me know if you need anything.