Damn Keith! *shakes fist ( Read more... )

Aw, David Carradine (of kill bill and much other stuff) has died. Sad

i got another piercing. and i alwyas liked the guy that did my piercings but today while we were talking it came up that he had a fiance.  ah well. he said to stop by and say hi whenver i want though.
on a totally 'nother subject, i've been reading a lot. that's pretty much all i do.

Ciao Bella Sorbet. Flavor: Blood Orange. First thing I've eaten in days. I really want to scarf down food but i know i gotta go slow or i will definately not keep it down. so this week is my week of throwing up and man that just won't stop. every month this happens and i am sooo sick of it. blegh
also i love lil wayne. hmmm have i said that before?

Plans for the weekend. In a good mood. Hope things pan out well. Had a good day. Read, got some new clothes at Target, saw Kev. Good day over all. Here's to hoping the weekend goes well.

i very sad right now. i was on my nightly walk and i started thinking about how i don't really have any friends. no one that i'm close to and hang out a bunch with. it made me very sad. i think i'm always going to be alone. :( i feel i have no one. so i cut myself for the first time in a couple months. i feel so damn alone.

oh gosh. right now i'm really enjoying three things ( Read more... )

i suck ( Read more... )

My little brother Christopher has enlisted in the Marines.
Fucking hell

I have no friends. No one I can hang out with. No one to have a conversation that talks back (unlike my animals whom i talk to in one-sided conversations). I want some friends :(   I sad and lonely. Most of all lonely. I cry a lot and I hate crying; it makes me feel weak.
I don't know what else to say except that I wish I had some friends. :'-(