Listen to My Heartbeat (Chapter 4)
Title: Listen to My Heartbeat
Main Pairing: EunHae
Other Characters: Sungmin, Leeteuk, Kangin, Siwon, OC
Rating: NC-17
Genres: Angst, Romance, Smut
Disclaimer: Sadly, I don’t own them
Warning: un-beta, rape, violence
Summary: Donghae was forced to marry Hyukjae, after Sungmin went to US to fulfil his dream as a famous model. Hyukjae didn’t like Donghae and he has promise to himself that he would make Donghae suffers. But, can this hatred turn into a love?
Chapter 4
Donghae’s P.O.V
I woke up early this morning and quickly went to the bathroom to take a bath. After finished, I went to the kitchen to make a breakfast. Yes, that my routine after married to that cruel guy. He always forced me to do everything for him.
It has been a week since we married and he never allowed me to go out, even to the class! I almost went crazy here. I have made a decisions, I would go to the class today and that why I woke up early than him.
I grabbed the key on the table, luckily he left the key there yesterday night. He must be too tired when he went home last night until he forgot about the key. He would never leave the key far away from him. Quietly, I opened the door and went out.
I managed to get out safely. Thanks God, he did not notice me. Why must I scare to him? I did not do anything wrong. Just, I am afraid with him.
I took the bus to the campus and I felt asleep along the way. I was tired because every night I have to sleep in the uncomfortable room. My bedroom at the house is three times bigger than that room. No bed, only a tiny sofa. Just one window. No wardrobe, I have to put my clothes on the floor. I hate this life.
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“Hey!” someone slapped my shoulder lightly. I was too tired to look at that person because I knew who.
“Siwon, what’d you want?” I said, not lifted up my head from the table. I just went back from the lecturer’s room. He already gave me a long lectured because I did not attend the class for a week.
Siwon, my very best friend, sat down on the chair in front of me. “Are you ok?” he asked concernedly.
I nodded.
“Where did you go for a whole week?”
“It’s a long story” I replied.
“What happen?”
I lifted up my head and looked at him. “I got married”.
He widened his eyes. “Are you kidding?”
“Do I look like that?”
“No” he paused and studied my face. “But, really?” he asked again, for confirmation.
“Yes”
“Isn’t your twin that was supposed to marry?”
I shook my head. “He runs away to US because he wants to fulfil his dream as a famous model. My parents forced me to marry that guy”.
“That’s so sudden. I’m shock!” he said, almost shouted. “Is it ok for you?” he added.
I shook my head. “He’s so annoying!”
Siwon chuckled.
“Yah, don’t laugh” I warned.
“I’m sorry. I just want to remind you. Don’t hate him too much”
“Why?” I asked and raised my eyebrows.
“People say, when we hate someone too much, we’ll fall in love with that person”
“That’s impossible! I’ll never fall in love with him!”
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It was almost 6 pm when I went home. I am so death. Hope Hyukjae did not come back yet. While still panting, I opened the door and scanned the house. I did not see him. I went inside my room and took a quick bath before went to cook dinner. I felt like a housewife right now!
I heard the main door swung opened. He has come home.
“Yah!” he called. Yeah, he never ever called my name.
“Yes, what’d you want?” I asked.
He stared at me. “Yah, why’d you so rude? Is this the way to talk to me?!” he yelped.
I gulped. He is hot tempered. Calm down Donghae. You should not fight the fire with fire.
“Take this bag to my room. The dinner is ready?” he asked.
“No, a little bit” I answered and lowered down my head.
“What’re you doing this whole day?!”
“I’m sorry”
“Enough! Go put that bag to my room and cook the dinner quickly!” he ordered.
I nodded before when to his room to put the bag. When I wanted to put the bag on the table, I was so careless. Accidently, I bumped the bag to the picture frame, his picture with Sungmin. As a result, the picture frame fell to the floor and broke.
“WHAT THAT NOISE?!” he shouted from the outside.
I bended down to pick the glasses fragment, my knees was shaking. I felt so scared. I broke the most precious thing for him.
“What happen?” he appeared in front the door.
“I’m sorry. I accidently broke it. I’m really sorry” I apologized and stood up.
“YOU IDIOT!” he came and pushed me.
I tried to balance my body, unfortunately I fell down and my hands touched the glasses fragment. It started bleeding.
“GET OUT NOW!” he shouted.
I got up and went off from his room. My hand was so hurt, but my heart hurt more. I could not live like this. I bit my lip, to prevent myself from crying. I could not cry because of that guy. I must be strong.
I searched for the aid box, and wrapped my injured hand with the bandage before continued cooking the dinner. I felt like a slave here. Why am I so stupid to follow all his needs?
End P.O.V
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As usual, Donghae woke up early and went to his class. Three weeks has passed and Hyukjae never notice about that. Donghae would make sure he went home before Hyukjae.
“We’ve a group discussion this afternoon” Siwon said when he and Donghae went to cafeteria.
“What for?” Donghae asked.
“Do you forget that we’ve to discuss about our final project with our group?” Siwon reminded.
“I forgot” Donghae smiled. “Sorry”.
“It’s ok. So, you’ll join right?”
Donghae thought for a while. “Till when?”
“Don’t know but maybe till 8 pm”
“Can I go home early?”
Siwon sighed. “Housewife matters? Do you scare with him?”
“No! Why should I?”
“You look like that”. Siwon putted his hand on Donghae’s shoulder. “Sometimes, you’ve to fight him back” Siwon advice.
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‘Fuck! What should I say if he already came back? What reason should I give? It’s 7.30pm and I’m so sure he’s at home right now’ Donghae murmured and ran as fast as he could.
He took a deep breath as he reached in front the door. He opened the door carefully and quietly, hoping that Hyukjae would not notice him. He went inside and walked straight to his room. ‘He’s not here’. Donghae let out sigh of relief when he did not see Hyukjae around.
Donghae was about to step into his room when Hyukjae greeted him. “Where’ve you been?”
Donghae was shocked and turned to look at Hyukjae. He was speechless and stiffed. Hyukjae walked near to me, their body just a few inches apart.
“Where’ve you been?” Hyukjae asked once again but this time his voice was colder.
“I... I went to class” Donghae dare to answer but kept lowering down his head, afraid to stare at those eyes.
“Don’t lie to me!”
“It’s true. I went to class”
“Then, why didn’t you tell me?”
“...” Donghae fell silent.
“ANSWER ME!”
“Sorry”
“Is that all you can say?!” Hyukjae asked as he was grabbing Donghae’s chin and forced him to look at him.
‘Sometimes, you’ve have to fight him back’. Donghae remember what Siwon told him. He cleared his throat and gathered his strength. ‘I should fight back!’ he shouted in his mind.
He pushed Hyukjae’s hand from his chin, stared at him with his red eyes that showed full of anger and the feeling that he had be keeping inside his heart for a long time.
Hyukjae clutched his hands, tried to control himself for punching the guy in front of him. “You know how to fight back huh?”
“I’ve my own life too!”
“Your life is under my control!”
“You can’t order me do everything for you! I’M NOT YOUR SLAVE!”
Hyukjae lost his patient. He grasped Donghae’s hand, hard, and tried to drag him to his bedroom. Donghae has to struggle to free himself. He used his other hand to slap Hyukjae’s shoulder but Hyukjae did not give up.
“Yah, what’re you doing? Let me go!” Donghae said and tried to get rid from Hyukjae.
Hyukjae pushed Donghae to the bed, made Donghae lying flat on his back. He tried to get up but Hyukjae was really fast. He went on top of Donghae, sat on his stomach, his hands clutched both of Donghae’s wrist and brought it up to his head.
“LET ME GO, YOU IDIOT!” Donghae shouted.
Pang! A slapped perch on his cheek, his cheek was red, not because of blushing but the slapped was really hurt.
Donghae’s heart skipped a beat when he looked into Hyukjae’s eyes. The eyes were full of anger, mixture with lust. Donghae felt scared. He was stiffed as Hyukjae’s face became closer, more close, until he could felt Hyukjae’s breath. He was caught off guard, Hyukjae’s lip reached his, eyes widened because of shocked.
Donghae tried to push Hyukjae, but more he struggled, more aggressive and rogue the kissed be. Hyukjae was too strong for him. Hyukjae bit Donghae’s lower lip and Donghae gasped because of the sudden action. Hyukjae took the advantage and his tongue started to invade Donghae’s mouth, travelling and tasting every site of his mouth. He pulled apart when he needed an air to breaths.
“I’ve promise to myself that I’ll make sure you’re suffering! Hyukjae said, more like warning to Donghae.
Tears started to form in his eyes. Bad thought started play in his mind. ‘What’s he trying to do? Is he wants to rape me? Please no’ he thought.
“You never do this right?” Hyukjae asked.
“What’re you trying to do?!” Donghae replied, he was crying really hard.
“You should know” Hyukjae smirked.
“Please, let me go” Donghae begged.
“Why? We’re already married. So, I can do whatever I want”.
Hyukjae stripped Donghae’s shirt and pulled out his pant and boxer in one movement. Donghae tried to cover his lower part with his hand but Hyukjae roughly grabbed his hand, pressed his body to Donghae’s before attacking his pale neck. Hyukjae licked and sucked Donghae’s neck until leaving a red mark there.
“D-don’t” Donghae tried to speak.
Tears streamed down from his eyes. He felt humiliated as Hyukjae kept molesting every part of his body. He tried to get rid from Hyukjae but everytime he tried, Hyukjae would slap him.
Fears, that what he felt as he saw Hyukjae lowered down his own pant, revealing his already hard member.
“Flip over” Hyukjae said, more like an ordered.
“Please, I’m begging you. Don’t do it” Donghae said between sobbing as he shook his head.
“SHUT UP!” Hyukjae shouted and slapped his face again.
Donghae bit his lip hardly until bloods started flow down from his lip. Hyukjae flip Donghae’s body forcefully. Donghae tried to protest but Hyukjae pressed his hand on Donghae’s back, to prevent him from ran away. Without a warning, he poked his member into Donghae’s hole.
“It-it’s hurt... AH! Pl-please take i-it... out” Donghae pleaded. It was the first time for him to be fuck by a guy. He felt his body was ripped into two as Hyukjae kept thrusting his hole forcefully.
“Ple-please... D-don’t” Donghae said between panting.
Hyukjae did not care. He was already lost into his own pleasure world. His thrust became harder and deeper. His member dig deeply into Donghae’s hole, tried to search for his prostate.
“I’m beg-begging you... Please... st... AH!” he moaned as Hyukjae’s hit his prostate.
Hyukjae smiled for his victory. Donghae was lying lifelessly under him. He just hopes Hyukjae would finish torturing and abusing his holes fast because he felt so tired and hurt. He grabbed the bed sheet as Hyukjae kept hitting his prostate again and again.
After a few more thrust, Hyukjae came inside him, spurting his seeds. He pulled out his member and cum droplet fell down from Donghae’s holes to the bed. Hyukjae lay down beside Donghae. He turned to look at Donghae but the other guy was already fall asleep due to the exhaustion and tiredness.
‘Why did I do that?’ Hyukjae thought.
A/N: Long chappieeee.... 'cause today is my birthday..
so, happy birthday to me.. LOL!
COMING SOON... My 1st two-shot...
I FALL IN LOVE WITH MY TWIN (NC-17) - HaeHyuk!
Main Pairing: EunHae
Other Characters: Sungmin, Leeteuk, Kangin, Siwon, OC
Rating: NC-17
Genres: Angst, Romance, Smut
Disclaimer: Sadly, I don’t own them
Warning: un-beta, rape, violence
Summary: Donghae was forced to marry Hyukjae, after Sungmin went to US to fulfil his dream as a famous model. Hyukjae didn’t like Donghae and he has promise to himself that he would make Donghae suffers. But, can this hatred turn into a love?
Chapter 4
Donghae’s P.O.V
I woke up early this morning and quickly went to the bathroom to take a bath. After finished, I went to the kitchen to make a breakfast. Yes, that my routine after married to that cruel guy. He always forced me to do everything for him.
It has been a week since we married and he never allowed me to go out, even to the class! I almost went crazy here. I have made a decisions, I would go to the class today and that why I woke up early than him.
I grabbed the key on the table, luckily he left the key there yesterday night. He must be too tired when he went home last night until he forgot about the key. He would never leave the key far away from him. Quietly, I opened the door and went out.
I managed to get out safely. Thanks God, he did not notice me. Why must I scare to him? I did not do anything wrong. Just, I am afraid with him.
I took the bus to the campus and I felt asleep along the way. I was tired because every night I have to sleep in the uncomfortable room. My bedroom at the house is three times bigger than that room. No bed, only a tiny sofa. Just one window. No wardrobe, I have to put my clothes on the floor. I hate this life.
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“Hey!” someone slapped my shoulder lightly. I was too tired to look at that person because I knew who.
“Siwon, what’d you want?” I said, not lifted up my head from the table. I just went back from the lecturer’s room. He already gave me a long lectured because I did not attend the class for a week.
Siwon, my very best friend, sat down on the chair in front of me. “Are you ok?” he asked concernedly.
I nodded.
“Where did you go for a whole week?”
“It’s a long story” I replied.
“What happen?”
I lifted up my head and looked at him. “I got married”.
He widened his eyes. “Are you kidding?”
“Do I look like that?”
“No” he paused and studied my face. “But, really?” he asked again, for confirmation.
“Yes”
“Isn’t your twin that was supposed to marry?”
I shook my head. “He runs away to US because he wants to fulfil his dream as a famous model. My parents forced me to marry that guy”.
“That’s so sudden. I’m shock!” he said, almost shouted. “Is it ok for you?” he added.
I shook my head. “He’s so annoying!”
Siwon chuckled.
“Yah, don’t laugh” I warned.
“I’m sorry. I just want to remind you. Don’t hate him too much”
“Why?” I asked and raised my eyebrows.
“People say, when we hate someone too much, we’ll fall in love with that person”
“That’s impossible! I’ll never fall in love with him!”
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It was almost 6 pm when I went home. I am so death. Hope Hyukjae did not come back yet. While still panting, I opened the door and scanned the house. I did not see him. I went inside my room and took a quick bath before went to cook dinner. I felt like a housewife right now!
I heard the main door swung opened. He has come home.
“Yah!” he called. Yeah, he never ever called my name.
“Yes, what’d you want?” I asked.
He stared at me. “Yah, why’d you so rude? Is this the way to talk to me?!” he yelped.
I gulped. He is hot tempered. Calm down Donghae. You should not fight the fire with fire.
“Take this bag to my room. The dinner is ready?” he asked.
“No, a little bit” I answered and lowered down my head.
“What’re you doing this whole day?!”
“I’m sorry”
“Enough! Go put that bag to my room and cook the dinner quickly!” he ordered.
I nodded before when to his room to put the bag. When I wanted to put the bag on the table, I was so careless. Accidently, I bumped the bag to the picture frame, his picture with Sungmin. As a result, the picture frame fell to the floor and broke.
“WHAT THAT NOISE?!” he shouted from the outside.
I bended down to pick the glasses fragment, my knees was shaking. I felt so scared. I broke the most precious thing for him.
“What happen?” he appeared in front the door.
“I’m sorry. I accidently broke it. I’m really sorry” I apologized and stood up.
“YOU IDIOT!” he came and pushed me.
I tried to balance my body, unfortunately I fell down and my hands touched the glasses fragment. It started bleeding.
“GET OUT NOW!” he shouted.
I got up and went off from his room. My hand was so hurt, but my heart hurt more. I could not live like this. I bit my lip, to prevent myself from crying. I could not cry because of that guy. I must be strong.
I searched for the aid box, and wrapped my injured hand with the bandage before continued cooking the dinner. I felt like a slave here. Why am I so stupid to follow all his needs?
End P.O.V
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As usual, Donghae woke up early and went to his class. Three weeks has passed and Hyukjae never notice about that. Donghae would make sure he went home before Hyukjae.
“We’ve a group discussion this afternoon” Siwon said when he and Donghae went to cafeteria.
“What for?” Donghae asked.
“Do you forget that we’ve to discuss about our final project with our group?” Siwon reminded.
“I forgot” Donghae smiled. “Sorry”.
“It’s ok. So, you’ll join right?”
Donghae thought for a while. “Till when?”
“Don’t know but maybe till 8 pm”
“Can I go home early?”
Siwon sighed. “Housewife matters? Do you scare with him?”
“No! Why should I?”
“You look like that”. Siwon putted his hand on Donghae’s shoulder. “Sometimes, you’ve to fight him back” Siwon advice.
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‘Fuck! What should I say if he already came back? What reason should I give? It’s 7.30pm and I’m so sure he’s at home right now’ Donghae murmured and ran as fast as he could.
He took a deep breath as he reached in front the door. He opened the door carefully and quietly, hoping that Hyukjae would not notice him. He went inside and walked straight to his room. ‘He’s not here’. Donghae let out sigh of relief when he did not see Hyukjae around.
Donghae was about to step into his room when Hyukjae greeted him. “Where’ve you been?”
Donghae was shocked and turned to look at Hyukjae. He was speechless and stiffed. Hyukjae walked near to me, their body just a few inches apart.
“Where’ve you been?” Hyukjae asked once again but this time his voice was colder.
“I... I went to class” Donghae dare to answer but kept lowering down his head, afraid to stare at those eyes.
“Don’t lie to me!”
“It’s true. I went to class”
“Then, why didn’t you tell me?”
“...” Donghae fell silent.
“ANSWER ME!”
“Sorry”
“Is that all you can say?!” Hyukjae asked as he was grabbing Donghae’s chin and forced him to look at him.
‘Sometimes, you’ve have to fight him back’. Donghae remember what Siwon told him. He cleared his throat and gathered his strength. ‘I should fight back!’ he shouted in his mind.
He pushed Hyukjae’s hand from his chin, stared at him with his red eyes that showed full of anger and the feeling that he had be keeping inside his heart for a long time.
Hyukjae clutched his hands, tried to control himself for punching the guy in front of him. “You know how to fight back huh?”
“I’ve my own life too!”
“Your life is under my control!”
“You can’t order me do everything for you! I’M NOT YOUR SLAVE!”
Hyukjae lost his patient. He grasped Donghae’s hand, hard, and tried to drag him to his bedroom. Donghae has to struggle to free himself. He used his other hand to slap Hyukjae’s shoulder but Hyukjae did not give up.
“Yah, what’re you doing? Let me go!” Donghae said and tried to get rid from Hyukjae.
Hyukjae pushed Donghae to the bed, made Donghae lying flat on his back. He tried to get up but Hyukjae was really fast. He went on top of Donghae, sat on his stomach, his hands clutched both of Donghae’s wrist and brought it up to his head.
“LET ME GO, YOU IDIOT!” Donghae shouted.
Pang! A slapped perch on his cheek, his cheek was red, not because of blushing but the slapped was really hurt.
Donghae’s heart skipped a beat when he looked into Hyukjae’s eyes. The eyes were full of anger, mixture with lust. Donghae felt scared. He was stiffed as Hyukjae’s face became closer, more close, until he could felt Hyukjae’s breath. He was caught off guard, Hyukjae’s lip reached his, eyes widened because of shocked.
Donghae tried to push Hyukjae, but more he struggled, more aggressive and rogue the kissed be. Hyukjae was too strong for him. Hyukjae bit Donghae’s lower lip and Donghae gasped because of the sudden action. Hyukjae took the advantage and his tongue started to invade Donghae’s mouth, travelling and tasting every site of his mouth. He pulled apart when he needed an air to breaths.
“I’ve promise to myself that I’ll make sure you’re suffering! Hyukjae said, more like warning to Donghae.
Tears started to form in his eyes. Bad thought started play in his mind. ‘What’s he trying to do? Is he wants to rape me? Please no’ he thought.
“You never do this right?” Hyukjae asked.
“What’re you trying to do?!” Donghae replied, he was crying really hard.
“You should know” Hyukjae smirked.
“Please, let me go” Donghae begged.
“Why? We’re already married. So, I can do whatever I want”.
Hyukjae stripped Donghae’s shirt and pulled out his pant and boxer in one movement. Donghae tried to cover his lower part with his hand but Hyukjae roughly grabbed his hand, pressed his body to Donghae’s before attacking his pale neck. Hyukjae licked and sucked Donghae’s neck until leaving a red mark there.
“D-don’t” Donghae tried to speak.
Tears streamed down from his eyes. He felt humiliated as Hyukjae kept molesting every part of his body. He tried to get rid from Hyukjae but everytime he tried, Hyukjae would slap him.
Fears, that what he felt as he saw Hyukjae lowered down his own pant, revealing his already hard member.
“Flip over” Hyukjae said, more like an ordered.
“Please, I’m begging you. Don’t do it” Donghae said between sobbing as he shook his head.
“SHUT UP!” Hyukjae shouted and slapped his face again.
Donghae bit his lip hardly until bloods started flow down from his lip. Hyukjae flip Donghae’s body forcefully. Donghae tried to protest but Hyukjae pressed his hand on Donghae’s back, to prevent him from ran away. Without a warning, he poked his member into Donghae’s hole.
“It-it’s hurt... AH! Pl-please take i-it... out” Donghae pleaded. It was the first time for him to be fuck by a guy. He felt his body was ripped into two as Hyukjae kept thrusting his hole forcefully.
“Ple-please... D-don’t” Donghae said between panting.
Hyukjae did not care. He was already lost into his own pleasure world. His thrust became harder and deeper. His member dig deeply into Donghae’s hole, tried to search for his prostate.
“I’m beg-begging you... Please... st... AH!” he moaned as Hyukjae’s hit his prostate.
Hyukjae smiled for his victory. Donghae was lying lifelessly under him. He just hopes Hyukjae would finish torturing and abusing his holes fast because he felt so tired and hurt. He grabbed the bed sheet as Hyukjae kept hitting his prostate again and again.
After a few more thrust, Hyukjae came inside him, spurting his seeds. He pulled out his member and cum droplet fell down from Donghae’s holes to the bed. Hyukjae lay down beside Donghae. He turned to look at Donghae but the other guy was already fall asleep due to the exhaustion and tiredness.
‘Why did I do that?’ Hyukjae thought.
A/N: Long chappieeee.... 'cause today is my birthday..
so, happy birthday to me.. LOL!
COMING SOON... My 1st two-shot...
I FALL IN LOVE WITH MY TWIN (NC-17) - HaeHyuk!