How To Keep Loving You (Chapter 7)
Author: azachiaki
Beta by: Handynorus@sj-world.net
Title: How to Keep Loving You
Pairing: HaeHyuk & HaeEun
Other Pairings: Kyumin, Yewook, Kangteuk, others will reveal later
Rating: PG13 - NC17
Genres: Romance, Smut, Friendship, Angst, Humour
Disclaimer: I only own this fan-fiction!
Summary: What will happen when a twins fall in love for a same guy?
Chapter 7
Hyukjae’s P.O.V
Eunhyuk and I went straight to our bedroom after we finished eating our dinner. I immediately collapsed on the bed before grabbing my cell phone inside the drawer. I knew Donghae would send a text message at a time like this.
Eunhyuk was busy picking his favourite manga, One Piece, on the book shelf before he joined me on the bed. He sat beside me as his back was leaning against the wall. He was so focused on his reading until he didn’t notice I was giggling like a crazy fanboy when I received a cheeky message from Donghae. He is such a tease boyfriend but I’m really glad that I’ve him. Until now, I still couldn’t believe that we’re dating.
From: Hae
I miss you.
I smiled as I read his message.
From: Hyukkie
Didn’t we just meet at the school today? -__-
I told you. He’s really cheeky.
From: Hae
But, I already miss you. XD
From: Hyukkie
Cheeky boyfriend
From: Hae
But, I know you love me. :D
My face was burning when I read that message. Luckily Eunhyuk was busy reading One Piece and he didn’t even realize that I’m already red like a tomato.
From: Hyukkie
Stupid Hae. You make me shy. Eunhyuk will notice my red tomato face if you keep sending a text message like this.
From: Hae
You’re blushing? Aww, you’re so cute Hyukkie.
From: Hyukkie
HAE!
From: Hae
XD What’re you doing, babe? And what’s Eunhyuk doing? Is he getting suspicious about us?
I read Donghae’s message and took a quick glanced to Eunhyuk. He didn’t seem to notice that I was busy texting with someone.
From: Hyukkie
I’m just replying your message and Eunhyuk is busy reading One Piece. Nope. He didn’t say anything. I think he didn’t notice yet.
I typed the message and pushed the reply button. I waited for a few minutes before I received another text message from him.
From: Hae
Is it ok?
I raised my eyebrows as I read his message. What did he meant? What’s ok and what’s not ok?
From: Hyukkie
What’d you mean?
Once again, I pushed the reply button and waited for his reply.
From: Hae
To hide our relationship
I felt guilty. I always felt uneasy whenever I thought about this. I wonder what Eunhyuk will do if he found out about this. Will he hate me? Will he ever forgive me?
Ah! I felt really hurt. My heart is aching. I didn’t know what to do.
“Hyukjae?” his calling stopped me from my thought.
I turned to look at Eunhyuk. “Why?”
“Are you ok?”
I nodded as an answered.
“You’re lying”. I knew he would say that.
“I’m not” I replied, weakly.
Eunhyuk closed the manga that he was reading and lie beside me. “Did something happen?”
I shook my head. I didn’t know how to answer his question. If I tell him about my relationship with Donghae, he’ll surely hate me. I can’t! I can’t let him hate me.
“You look like you’re going to cry” he said and cupped my face. Even sometimes he looks cruel and evil, he’s still my hyung that would always love and care about me.
I wished I could tell him the truth. But I can’t accept the fact that he’ll hate me.
I wrapped my arms around his waist and buried my face on his chest. I knew I’ll cry and I hope he wouldn’t notice it. But, I failed. He’s my twin that will always know about my feeling. He only failed to notice my feeling towards Donghae. He’s only failed to notice that I’m deeply in love with Donghae. He’s fail to notice that I was lying to him.
“Hyukjae ah, why are you crying?” he asked as he patted my head.
“I... d-don’t know” I replied between sobbing.
My tears were streaming down. I couldn’t stop it. I felt really guilty but I didn’t know what to do. The only thing I could do now is cry. That was the best way for me let out my feeling. I didn’t care if people say that I’m a cry-baby.
“Something happened right?” he asked. “Don’t lie on me. I know something is not right” he added.
I just shook my head. Stupid Hyukjae. You’ve courage to tell Donghae that you love him but you didn’t have courage to tell your own twin about your relationship with Donghae. You’re such an idiot.
End P.O.V
Eunhyuk tighten his gripped around Hyukjae’s waist. He knew something happen to his twin but he doesn’t know what. He wanted to ask but he knew Hyukjae won’t answer if he doesn’t want to.
All Eunhyuk could give now is a comfort to make Hyukjae felt better. He doesn’t like to force Hyukjae.
“Don’t cry. If you’ve anything that is bothering you, just tell me. Always remember that you’ve me” Eunhyuk said and patted Hyukjae’s head lightly.
But, his words didn’t make his twin felt better but worst. Hyukjae cried harder and Eunhyuk panicked. He pushed Hyukjae slowly and lifted up his face. Hyukjae felt really hurt with Eunhyuk’s words. His words are comforting but Hyukjae thinks that he’s already betrayed his own twin, the person that always believe on him.
“What’s wrong?” Eunhyuk asked tenderly.
Hyukjae didn’t reply and he remained silent. He closed his eyes while his hands still grabbing on Eunhyuk’s shirt. Eunhyuk didn’t do anything and kept staring at his twin. He didn’t have any idea what to do right now. Maybe let Hyukjae cry is the best way he could do.
After a few minutes, Hyukjae calms down, his breath was steady and slowly, he fell to his own fantasy dreamland on Eunhyuk’s embrace. Eunhyuk caressed Hyukjae’s brown hair while his mind was wondering about what happened to Hyukjae.
‘Why did he cry?’
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It is almost 4 in the morning when Hyukjae suddenly woke up from his sleep. He abruptly sat up and looked at Eunhyuk’s calm face.
‘He must be worry about me’ he thought. ‘Jeez, why did I cry?’
Hyukjae got off from the bed carefully, don’t want to wake up his twin. He wanted to go to the kitchen to get some water because his throat was really thirsty and dry. He was about to walk away when Eunhyuk grabbed his wrist.
“Hyukjae, where are you going?” Eunhyuk asked as he rubbed his sleepy eyes.
“Want to get some water. I’m sorry. Did I wake you up?”
Eunhyuk shook his head. “Are you ok?”
Hyukjae smiled as he nodded his head. Eunhyuk let go of his hand from Hyukjae’s wrist to allowed Hyukjae to go before he back to his sleep. Hyukjae went off from their sharing room and walked towards the kitchen.
He opened the freeze and took out a carton of strawberry milk. He sat on the dining table while sipping his favourite drink.
‘I hope he won’t ask too much’. Hyukjae is starting to get worried. He didn’t know what to answer if Eunhyuk asked him what did make him cry earlier.
“Hyukjae”
Hyukjae felt shivered all over his body. He was so shocked with Eunhyuk sudden appearance. “Eunhyuk! You scared me!” he pouted.
“What? Do you think some ghost came and scare you?” Eunhyuk chuckled.
“You’re so mean”
“Sorry. I didn’t mean it” Eunhyuk apologized as he stuck out his tongue.
He also took out a carton of strawberry milk before joined Hyukjae on the dining table. There was a silent between those twins. Nobody say a words until Hyukjae broke the silent.
“Aren’t you sleepy?”
“I can’t sleep”
“Sorry if I made you woke up”
Eunhyuk looked at Hyukjae before rubbed his head. “It’s ok”
Then, there was a silent again. They stayed silent for a few minutes, busy sipping their strawberry milk and staring at the empty space on the dining table.
“Are you ok now?” Eunhyuk asked.
“I’m ok” Hyukjae replied. “And I’m sorry if I make you worried” he added.
“Don’t be” Eunhyuk sighed. “But, care to tell me what happen?”
Hyukjae knew this question would come. He knew Eunhyuk would ask him. He couldn’t find a right word to answer his twin question. Hyukjae lowered down his head as he was thinking really hard to answer Eunhyuk’s question.
Eunhyuk heaved a sigh. “It’s ok if you don’t want to tell me” he said and looked up to the ceiling. “But, remember that I’ll always be by your side whenever you need me”
“I’ll tell you, someday” Hyukjae answered. ‘When the right time comes, I’ll make sure I tell you everything’.
“It’s getting late. We should continue our sleep” Eunhyuk suggested as he got up from his seat.
“Yeah, we should” Hyukjae agreed and followed Eunhyuk to their room.
‘I promise I’ll tell you but I’m afraid with your reaction. Will you hate me if I told you?’
‘I know you’re hiding something from me. I really wanted to know but I can’t force you to tell me. Is it really hard to tell?
A/N: I'M BACK!! Anyone miss me?
I was suppose to update this last night but I can't. I'm having fever right now. T_____T Slept for 19 hours today! The worst fever I ever have...
Don't have much to say... ALL COMMENTS ARE LOVE!
Happy Eid Mubarak!
Beta by: Handynorus@sj-world.net
Title: How to Keep Loving You
Pairing: HaeHyuk & HaeEun
Other Pairings: Kyumin, Yewook, Kangteuk, others will reveal later
Rating: PG13 - NC17
Genres: Romance, Smut, Friendship, Angst, Humour
Disclaimer: I only own this fan-fiction!
Summary: What will happen when a twins fall in love for a same guy?
Chapter 7
Hyukjae’s P.O.V
Eunhyuk and I went straight to our bedroom after we finished eating our dinner. I immediately collapsed on the bed before grabbing my cell phone inside the drawer. I knew Donghae would send a text message at a time like this.
Eunhyuk was busy picking his favourite manga, One Piece, on the book shelf before he joined me on the bed. He sat beside me as his back was leaning against the wall. He was so focused on his reading until he didn’t notice I was giggling like a crazy fanboy when I received a cheeky message from Donghae. He is such a tease boyfriend but I’m really glad that I’ve him. Until now, I still couldn’t believe that we’re dating.
From: Hae
I miss you.
I smiled as I read his message.
From: Hyukkie
Didn’t we just meet at the school today? -__-
I told you. He’s really cheeky.
From: Hae
But, I already miss you. XD
From: Hyukkie
Cheeky boyfriend
From: Hae
But, I know you love me. :D
My face was burning when I read that message. Luckily Eunhyuk was busy reading One Piece and he didn’t even realize that I’m already red like a tomato.
From: Hyukkie
Stupid Hae. You make me shy. Eunhyuk will notice my red tomato face if you keep sending a text message like this.
From: Hae
You’re blushing? Aww, you’re so cute Hyukkie.
From: Hyukkie
HAE!
From: Hae
XD What’re you doing, babe? And what’s Eunhyuk doing? Is he getting suspicious about us?
I read Donghae’s message and took a quick glanced to Eunhyuk. He didn’t seem to notice that I was busy texting with someone.
From: Hyukkie
I’m just replying your message and Eunhyuk is busy reading One Piece. Nope. He didn’t say anything. I think he didn’t notice yet.
I typed the message and pushed the reply button. I waited for a few minutes before I received another text message from him.
From: Hae
Is it ok?
I raised my eyebrows as I read his message. What did he meant? What’s ok and what’s not ok?
From: Hyukkie
What’d you mean?
Once again, I pushed the reply button and waited for his reply.
From: Hae
To hide our relationship
I felt guilty. I always felt uneasy whenever I thought about this. I wonder what Eunhyuk will do if he found out about this. Will he hate me? Will he ever forgive me?
Ah! I felt really hurt. My heart is aching. I didn’t know what to do.
“Hyukjae?” his calling stopped me from my thought.
I turned to look at Eunhyuk. “Why?”
“Are you ok?”
I nodded as an answered.
“You’re lying”. I knew he would say that.
“I’m not” I replied, weakly.
Eunhyuk closed the manga that he was reading and lie beside me. “Did something happen?”
I shook my head. I didn’t know how to answer his question. If I tell him about my relationship with Donghae, he’ll surely hate me. I can’t! I can’t let him hate me.
“You look like you’re going to cry” he said and cupped my face. Even sometimes he looks cruel and evil, he’s still my hyung that would always love and care about me.
I wished I could tell him the truth. But I can’t accept the fact that he’ll hate me.
I wrapped my arms around his waist and buried my face on his chest. I knew I’ll cry and I hope he wouldn’t notice it. But, I failed. He’s my twin that will always know about my feeling. He only failed to notice my feeling towards Donghae. He’s only failed to notice that I’m deeply in love with Donghae. He’s fail to notice that I was lying to him.
“Hyukjae ah, why are you crying?” he asked as he patted my head.
“I... d-don’t know” I replied between sobbing.
My tears were streaming down. I couldn’t stop it. I felt really guilty but I didn’t know what to do. The only thing I could do now is cry. That was the best way for me let out my feeling. I didn’t care if people say that I’m a cry-baby.
“Something happened right?” he asked. “Don’t lie on me. I know something is not right” he added.
I just shook my head. Stupid Hyukjae. You’ve courage to tell Donghae that you love him but you didn’t have courage to tell your own twin about your relationship with Donghae. You’re such an idiot.
End P.O.V
Eunhyuk tighten his gripped around Hyukjae’s waist. He knew something happen to his twin but he doesn’t know what. He wanted to ask but he knew Hyukjae won’t answer if he doesn’t want to.
All Eunhyuk could give now is a comfort to make Hyukjae felt better. He doesn’t like to force Hyukjae.
“Don’t cry. If you’ve anything that is bothering you, just tell me. Always remember that you’ve me” Eunhyuk said and patted Hyukjae’s head lightly.
But, his words didn’t make his twin felt better but worst. Hyukjae cried harder and Eunhyuk panicked. He pushed Hyukjae slowly and lifted up his face. Hyukjae felt really hurt with Eunhyuk’s words. His words are comforting but Hyukjae thinks that he’s already betrayed his own twin, the person that always believe on him.
“What’s wrong?” Eunhyuk asked tenderly.
Hyukjae didn’t reply and he remained silent. He closed his eyes while his hands still grabbing on Eunhyuk’s shirt. Eunhyuk didn’t do anything and kept staring at his twin. He didn’t have any idea what to do right now. Maybe let Hyukjae cry is the best way he could do.
After a few minutes, Hyukjae calms down, his breath was steady and slowly, he fell to his own fantasy dreamland on Eunhyuk’s embrace. Eunhyuk caressed Hyukjae’s brown hair while his mind was wondering about what happened to Hyukjae.
‘Why did he cry?’
.................................
It is almost 4 in the morning when Hyukjae suddenly woke up from his sleep. He abruptly sat up and looked at Eunhyuk’s calm face.
‘He must be worry about me’ he thought. ‘Jeez, why did I cry?’
Hyukjae got off from the bed carefully, don’t want to wake up his twin. He wanted to go to the kitchen to get some water because his throat was really thirsty and dry. He was about to walk away when Eunhyuk grabbed his wrist.
“Hyukjae, where are you going?” Eunhyuk asked as he rubbed his sleepy eyes.
“Want to get some water. I’m sorry. Did I wake you up?”
Eunhyuk shook his head. “Are you ok?”
Hyukjae smiled as he nodded his head. Eunhyuk let go of his hand from Hyukjae’s wrist to allowed Hyukjae to go before he back to his sleep. Hyukjae went off from their sharing room and walked towards the kitchen.
He opened the freeze and took out a carton of strawberry milk. He sat on the dining table while sipping his favourite drink.
‘I hope he won’t ask too much’. Hyukjae is starting to get worried. He didn’t know what to answer if Eunhyuk asked him what did make him cry earlier.
“Hyukjae”
Hyukjae felt shivered all over his body. He was so shocked with Eunhyuk sudden appearance. “Eunhyuk! You scared me!” he pouted.
“What? Do you think some ghost came and scare you?” Eunhyuk chuckled.
“You’re so mean”
“Sorry. I didn’t mean it” Eunhyuk apologized as he stuck out his tongue.
He also took out a carton of strawberry milk before joined Hyukjae on the dining table. There was a silent between those twins. Nobody say a words until Hyukjae broke the silent.
“Aren’t you sleepy?”
“I can’t sleep”
“Sorry if I made you woke up”
Eunhyuk looked at Hyukjae before rubbed his head. “It’s ok”
Then, there was a silent again. They stayed silent for a few minutes, busy sipping their strawberry milk and staring at the empty space on the dining table.
“Are you ok now?” Eunhyuk asked.
“I’m ok” Hyukjae replied. “And I’m sorry if I make you worried” he added.
“Don’t be” Eunhyuk sighed. “But, care to tell me what happen?”
Hyukjae knew this question would come. He knew Eunhyuk would ask him. He couldn’t find a right word to answer his twin question. Hyukjae lowered down his head as he was thinking really hard to answer Eunhyuk’s question.
Eunhyuk heaved a sigh. “It’s ok if you don’t want to tell me” he said and looked up to the ceiling. “But, remember that I’ll always be by your side whenever you need me”
“I’ll tell you, someday” Hyukjae answered. ‘When the right time comes, I’ll make sure I tell you everything’.
“It’s getting late. We should continue our sleep” Eunhyuk suggested as he got up from his seat.
“Yeah, we should” Hyukjae agreed and followed Eunhyuk to their room.
‘I promise I’ll tell you but I’m afraid with your reaction. Will you hate me if I told you?’
‘I know you’re hiding something from me. I really wanted to know but I can’t force you to tell me. Is it really hard to tell?
A/N: I'M BACK!! Anyone miss me?
I was suppose to update this last night but I can't. I'm having fever right now. T_____T Slept for 19 hours today! The worst fever I ever have...
Don't have much to say... ALL COMMENTS ARE LOVE!
Happy Eid Mubarak!