I Wanna Love You (Chapter 2)
Title: I Wanna Love You
Main Pairing: EunHae (top!hyuk bottom!hae)
Rating: NC-17
Genres: Romance, Smut, Fluff
Warning: Un-betaed
Sumarry: Donghae, an ordinary student fall in love with a school famous dancer, Hyukjae.
Chapter 2
Donghae’s P.O.V
I turned to my left before turned to the right. I heaved a sigh since I didn’t see the bullies. I managed to run away from them, who were chasing me since school started. Didn’t they tired or something? I wondered where they got the energy. Luckily I’m a fast runner.
After made sure everything was ok and I didn’t see any signed of the bullies, I came out from my hiding place. It’s already 5 pm and I should go home now or else my brother would be really worried about me. Until now, my brother didn’t know that I was being bullied at school. Well, he always asked me about how my day at school and I had to lie.
Other people might think and saw my brother as a cruel and scary person, but the truth is, he’s really kind-hearted and nice brother. Only I knew about his true self. He’s overprotective towards me. I remembered when I was 8 years old, there was a bully who was 6 years older than me pushed me until I banged my head to the wall. My brother saw it and he became really angry. He beat that bully until... Erk... Until people couldn’t recognize his face anymore.
That’s why I didn’t want to tell him about the student who kept bullying me. I didn’t want to think what my brother would do if he found out about this. Would he kill those bullies if he found out? What a scary brother I have!
I was walking along the corridor carefully and quietly, afraid if the bullies found me. Should I act like this? I looked like a prisoner who just escaped from the jail. When I walked near the dance studio, I could hear a loud music being played. My heart skipped a beat, as loud as the music that played inside the dance studio. I knew he, Lee Hyukjae, was there. He always spent his time, practicing or do some dance routine at time like this.
I pushed the door, not wide, but enough for me to peek him from outside. My prediction was right. Inside the dance studio, there he is, dancing with a full of passion and concentration. I was so amazed and stunned with his sharp yet smooth dance movements. His dance, it’s hypnotized me. The way he moved his hands, the way he thrust his hip, the way he swung his body, everything that he made, seemed so perfect in my eyes.
I snapped from my imagination world. I didn’t realize that I was standing in front of the door till the music stopped. You really made me fell and drown in love with you more and more. I should go before he noticed me. Since what happened last week, I became scare and embarrassed to face him. Embarrassed because he saw how silly I am. Scare? I didn’t know why I scare.
Although we were study in the same class I always success to avoid him. I would make sure he never saw my face or appearance. I still stalked him. It became my habit since 4 years ago. If I didn’t stalk him, I felt my life was incomplete and empty. I walked towards a school gate, with a wide smiled plastering in my face. I’m so happy and completed because I could see him again.
I was startled when I heard a loud car horn as soon as I came out from the school. I turned around and I could see my brother’s car there. What’s he doing here? It’s so rare for him to come and fetched me. I approached his car and waited until he opened the window.
“Are you going to come in or not?” my brother asked with a cold tone and he gave his forever-evil death glared.
I shivered. I could see a dark aura around him and without wasting any time, I quickly went to the passenger seat and put the seatbelt. I knew something was wrong with my brother. Since I’m quiet and obedient dongsaeng, I didn’t ask where my brother going to take me. I just followed silently.
“Argh! I’m going to make him suffer!” he suddenly burst out and gripped the steering tightly.
I gasped but at the same time, I raised my eyebrows. What actually happened to my brother? Did alien invade his evil minded? I gathered my strength to ask him. “H-hyung, where are we going?” I asked in a low voice.
“We’re going to beat people” he replied.
“W-what?” I was a bit shocked and scared. Is he serious? I stared at him and wait for his answered.
“Of course not, silly” he sighed. “Mum set a blind date for me!” he complained.
“Isn’t it good?” You’re old already! Yes, I wanted to add that but I’m afraid if I say that sentence, my brother would push me out of the car.
“Good? You know that I hate this thingy and for the God’s sake, my blind date is a guy! He’s freaking a guy! I’m not gay”
I became silent. Gay? Is it wrong to be gay? Love didn’t know gender. Love is about two hearts that became one.
“How dare he agree to be my blind date? He’s going to regret it” he said and smirked, an evil smirked I must say. “He didn’t know who I am. I’m Heechul and nobody ever dare to mess up with me. I’m going to make him suffer”
I gulped. I didn’t only see a dark aura surrounded Heechul hyung but also something really evil and cruel. Why did he have to drag me along with him? I knew I shouldn’t get inside the car earlier. When I was with Heechul hyung, I’m so sure something evil was going to happen.
“We’re here” Heechul hyung said as he parked his car.
I went out of the car and looked at the cafe’s signboard. Coppia Dolce Cafe. I knew this cafe. It’s one of the most famous cafes in Seoul that served Italian food. Heechul hyung grabbed my hand and pulled me inside the cafe.
“Mr Heechul right?” a receptionist asked my hyung.
Heechul hyung just nodded his head as an answered. How did he know my hyung name? My mum really planned this so well.
“Your table is ready. Please follow me” the receptionist guy said and we obediently followed him.
To tell the truth, I didn’t want to be here. I wanted to go home. This place is really uncomfortable because... Couples were everywhere! What am I doing here?
“Hyung, it’s better if I’m going” I tried to persuade Heechul hyung.
“Want to die?” he glared.
I lowered down my head and sighed. I didn’t realize when we reached our destination. The receptionist guy excused himself before walked towards the main door. I couldn’t see Heechul’s hyung blind date since his back was facing us.
“Yah” Heechul hyung called him. What a rude way to greet.
The blind date guy stood up before turned around to face us. Well, I have to admit that he’s really handsome and hot but not as hottest as my Hyukkie. My Hyukkie? Since when Hyukjae became my Hyukkie? I unconsciously blushed when I thought about that. I shook my head furiously, tried to make that weird feeling go. I looked at Heechul hyung and what the fuck with that face? His jaw was dropped and his eyes were wide opened. What happened to my hyung?
“H-hankyung” my brother muttered.
Eh...? Did they already know each other? I could see my brother was stiffened in his spot. Woah! This is so new! I never see my evil brother like this.
That guy threw his sweetest smiled to Heechul hyung before approached to hug him. “Heechul, nice to meet you again” he said. What? Is he Chinese because his dialect is... weird?
“A-are you... My blind date?” Heechul hyung asked in disbelief.
That Hankyung guy just nodded his head happily. “Finally I meet you again! Come, have a seat”
I felt so awkward. What with this two? The acted like I didn’t exist here and seemed like Heechul hyung knew this guy and he likes it. Geez, what happened to your evil planned earlier?
“Hae, if you want to go home, just take this key and you can drive my car back” Heechul hyung said.
I widened my eyes. What? He dragged me here and now he’s shooing me? “B-but hyung... I’m only 16 and I d-don’t have my driving license yet” I pouted. How should I go home alone? It’s almost nights and did I tell you that I’m phobia to dark? It’s scary!
Heechul hyung burst out laughing before he ruffled my hair. “I’m kidding, kiddo. I won’t let you go home by yourself. If mum knows about it, she’ll kill me”
“So, he’s your dongsaeng? Donghae right?” Hankyung hyung said.
“Yes, he’s my dongsaeng. The one that I always talk about”
So, they really knew each other.
“We should introduce ourselves first” Hankyung said as he stretched his hand to shake mine. “I’m Hankyung, your hyung’s lover”
Heechul hyung’s lover? What’s that mean? Didn’t Heechul hyung say that he don’t like guy?
“Yeah, yeah. My lover for a month”
I looked at Heechul hyung confusedly. I wanted to ask him but... I didn’t know how.
“You want to know how I know him huh?” Heechul hyung said and I nodded. “Sometimes, you should open your mouth, Hae” he sighed and I could only blush.
“Luckily you’re my cute dongsaeng or else I’m going to force you talking everyday” Heechul hyung said and ruffled my hair. He really likes to treat me as a 5 years old kid. “Remember about my trip to China last year?”
I nodded. Of course I would remember that. Heechul hyung looked so down and unhappy when he came back from China. My parents and I were really worried that time. He took about a month to be his evil self again. Although I’m afraid with his evil side, his moody side was scarier.
“I met him at China and it’s true he was my boyfriend for a month” explained Heechul hyung.
“My parents asked me to get married with someone I didn’t like and I forced your hyung to be my boyfriend” added Hankyung hyung.
It’s really unexpected. My evil hyung agreed to act as a boyfriend to someone he just knew. It’s so not like him. Is he... Like Hankyung hyung?
“So, what’re you doing here?” asked Heechul hyung to Hankyung hyung.
“Let me go straight to the point. I come here to purpose you to be my wife. I really love you. When you left, I was really depressed because I couldn’t meet you and that time I realize that I’m truly in love with you” confessed Hankyung hyung.
What a sweet moment happened here. I’m almost giggled when I heard Hankyung hyung purposed my hyung. I turned to look at Heechul hyung who sat beside me. His face was really red and he lowered down his head. It’s rare to see his behaviour like this.
“I... Haish! You idiot! I love you too” confessed Heechul hyung.
Hankyung hyung smiled as he stood up before knelled in front of Heechul hyung. He pulled out something from his pocket before place it in front of Heechul hyung. It’s a ring! “Will you marry me?”
Heechul hyung blushed. “I do”
Hankyung hyung putted the ring to Heechul hyung’s finger before they shared a quick kissed. I blushed. Ah, I shouldn’t be here.
“I promise I wouldn’t let you go again. I promise I’ll make you the happiest person on the earth. It’s so hurt when you’re far from me. I’m happy that my love wasn’t one-sided love” Hankyung hyung said.
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After what happened at Coppia Dolce Cafe last week, I always think what would happen if I confessed to Hyukjae. What would he feel? I tried to approach him, I tried to talk to him but my effort always failed. It’s because of my shyness. I think it became really bad after I saw Hankyung hyung confessed to Heechul hyung. Every times I saw Hyukjae, I kept thinking what happen if I confessed to him. I became afraid. I couldn’t accept if... he rejected me. I’m too scared of rejection. It’s hurt.
“Excuse me? What’re you doing?”
I startled. I knew that voice so damn much! It’s Hyukjae. When did he stand in front of me? Oh God! I’m thinking too much until I didn’t realize he approached me! What am I going to do? Telling him that I stalked him? NO! That was the stupid and craziest answered ever!
End P.O.V
A/N: First of all, I wanna say sorry to IWLY's readers. I only wrote till Chapter 2 and this is my last update for this fanfic before I go on 2 months hiatus. Please forgive me! T_____T I already tell my reason about this hiatus on HTKLY fic... I decided to be on hiatus 'cause... I need some time. It's hard for me but I hope you guys will understand it. I promise I'll come back and make longer chapter! XD Mianhae! *gimme a group hug please*
Main Pairing: EunHae (top!hyuk bottom!hae)
Rating: NC-17
Genres: Romance, Smut, Fluff
Warning: Un-betaed
Sumarry: Donghae, an ordinary student fall in love with a school famous dancer, Hyukjae.
Chapter 2
Donghae’s P.O.V
I turned to my left before turned to the right. I heaved a sigh since I didn’t see the bullies. I managed to run away from them, who were chasing me since school started. Didn’t they tired or something? I wondered where they got the energy. Luckily I’m a fast runner.
After made sure everything was ok and I didn’t see any signed of the bullies, I came out from my hiding place. It’s already 5 pm and I should go home now or else my brother would be really worried about me. Until now, my brother didn’t know that I was being bullied at school. Well, he always asked me about how my day at school and I had to lie.
Other people might think and saw my brother as a cruel and scary person, but the truth is, he’s really kind-hearted and nice brother. Only I knew about his true self. He’s overprotective towards me. I remembered when I was 8 years old, there was a bully who was 6 years older than me pushed me until I banged my head to the wall. My brother saw it and he became really angry. He beat that bully until... Erk... Until people couldn’t recognize his face anymore.
That’s why I didn’t want to tell him about the student who kept bullying me. I didn’t want to think what my brother would do if he found out about this. Would he kill those bullies if he found out? What a scary brother I have!
I was walking along the corridor carefully and quietly, afraid if the bullies found me. Should I act like this? I looked like a prisoner who just escaped from the jail. When I walked near the dance studio, I could hear a loud music being played. My heart skipped a beat, as loud as the music that played inside the dance studio. I knew he, Lee Hyukjae, was there. He always spent his time, practicing or do some dance routine at time like this.
I pushed the door, not wide, but enough for me to peek him from outside. My prediction was right. Inside the dance studio, there he is, dancing with a full of passion and concentration. I was so amazed and stunned with his sharp yet smooth dance movements. His dance, it’s hypnotized me. The way he moved his hands, the way he thrust his hip, the way he swung his body, everything that he made, seemed so perfect in my eyes.
I snapped from my imagination world. I didn’t realize that I was standing in front of the door till the music stopped. You really made me fell and drown in love with you more and more. I should go before he noticed me. Since what happened last week, I became scare and embarrassed to face him. Embarrassed because he saw how silly I am. Scare? I didn’t know why I scare.
Although we were study in the same class I always success to avoid him. I would make sure he never saw my face or appearance. I still stalked him. It became my habit since 4 years ago. If I didn’t stalk him, I felt my life was incomplete and empty. I walked towards a school gate, with a wide smiled plastering in my face. I’m so happy and completed because I could see him again.
I was startled when I heard a loud car horn as soon as I came out from the school. I turned around and I could see my brother’s car there. What’s he doing here? It’s so rare for him to come and fetched me. I approached his car and waited until he opened the window.
“Are you going to come in or not?” my brother asked with a cold tone and he gave his forever-evil death glared.
I shivered. I could see a dark aura around him and without wasting any time, I quickly went to the passenger seat and put the seatbelt. I knew something was wrong with my brother. Since I’m quiet and obedient dongsaeng, I didn’t ask where my brother going to take me. I just followed silently.
“Argh! I’m going to make him suffer!” he suddenly burst out and gripped the steering tightly.
I gasped but at the same time, I raised my eyebrows. What actually happened to my brother? Did alien invade his evil minded? I gathered my strength to ask him. “H-hyung, where are we going?” I asked in a low voice.
“We’re going to beat people” he replied.
“W-what?” I was a bit shocked and scared. Is he serious? I stared at him and wait for his answered.
“Of course not, silly” he sighed. “Mum set a blind date for me!” he complained.
“Isn’t it good?” You’re old already! Yes, I wanted to add that but I’m afraid if I say that sentence, my brother would push me out of the car.
“Good? You know that I hate this thingy and for the God’s sake, my blind date is a guy! He’s freaking a guy! I’m not gay”
I became silent. Gay? Is it wrong to be gay? Love didn’t know gender. Love is about two hearts that became one.
“How dare he agree to be my blind date? He’s going to regret it” he said and smirked, an evil smirked I must say. “He didn’t know who I am. I’m Heechul and nobody ever dare to mess up with me. I’m going to make him suffer”
I gulped. I didn’t only see a dark aura surrounded Heechul hyung but also something really evil and cruel. Why did he have to drag me along with him? I knew I shouldn’t get inside the car earlier. When I was with Heechul hyung, I’m so sure something evil was going to happen.
“We’re here” Heechul hyung said as he parked his car.
I went out of the car and looked at the cafe’s signboard. Coppia Dolce Cafe. I knew this cafe. It’s one of the most famous cafes in Seoul that served Italian food. Heechul hyung grabbed my hand and pulled me inside the cafe.
“Mr Heechul right?” a receptionist asked my hyung.
Heechul hyung just nodded his head as an answered. How did he know my hyung name? My mum really planned this so well.
“Your table is ready. Please follow me” the receptionist guy said and we obediently followed him.
To tell the truth, I didn’t want to be here. I wanted to go home. This place is really uncomfortable because... Couples were everywhere! What am I doing here?
“Hyung, it’s better if I’m going” I tried to persuade Heechul hyung.
“Want to die?” he glared.
I lowered down my head and sighed. I didn’t realize when we reached our destination. The receptionist guy excused himself before walked towards the main door. I couldn’t see Heechul’s hyung blind date since his back was facing us.
“Yah” Heechul hyung called him. What a rude way to greet.
The blind date guy stood up before turned around to face us. Well, I have to admit that he’s really handsome and hot but not as hottest as my Hyukkie. My Hyukkie? Since when Hyukjae became my Hyukkie? I unconsciously blushed when I thought about that. I shook my head furiously, tried to make that weird feeling go. I looked at Heechul hyung and what the fuck with that face? His jaw was dropped and his eyes were wide opened. What happened to my hyung?
“H-hankyung” my brother muttered.
Eh...? Did they already know each other? I could see my brother was stiffened in his spot. Woah! This is so new! I never see my evil brother like this.
That guy threw his sweetest smiled to Heechul hyung before approached to hug him. “Heechul, nice to meet you again” he said. What? Is he Chinese because his dialect is... weird?
“A-are you... My blind date?” Heechul hyung asked in disbelief.
That Hankyung guy just nodded his head happily. “Finally I meet you again! Come, have a seat”
I felt so awkward. What with this two? The acted like I didn’t exist here and seemed like Heechul hyung knew this guy and he likes it. Geez, what happened to your evil planned earlier?
“Hae, if you want to go home, just take this key and you can drive my car back” Heechul hyung said.
I widened my eyes. What? He dragged me here and now he’s shooing me? “B-but hyung... I’m only 16 and I d-don’t have my driving license yet” I pouted. How should I go home alone? It’s almost nights and did I tell you that I’m phobia to dark? It’s scary!
Heechul hyung burst out laughing before he ruffled my hair. “I’m kidding, kiddo. I won’t let you go home by yourself. If mum knows about it, she’ll kill me”
“So, he’s your dongsaeng? Donghae right?” Hankyung hyung said.
“Yes, he’s my dongsaeng. The one that I always talk about”
So, they really knew each other.
“We should introduce ourselves first” Hankyung said as he stretched his hand to shake mine. “I’m Hankyung, your hyung’s lover”
Heechul hyung’s lover? What’s that mean? Didn’t Heechul hyung say that he don’t like guy?
“Yeah, yeah. My lover for a month”
I looked at Heechul hyung confusedly. I wanted to ask him but... I didn’t know how.
“You want to know how I know him huh?” Heechul hyung said and I nodded. “Sometimes, you should open your mouth, Hae” he sighed and I could only blush.
“Luckily you’re my cute dongsaeng or else I’m going to force you talking everyday” Heechul hyung said and ruffled my hair. He really likes to treat me as a 5 years old kid. “Remember about my trip to China last year?”
I nodded. Of course I would remember that. Heechul hyung looked so down and unhappy when he came back from China. My parents and I were really worried that time. He took about a month to be his evil self again. Although I’m afraid with his evil side, his moody side was scarier.
“I met him at China and it’s true he was my boyfriend for a month” explained Heechul hyung.
“My parents asked me to get married with someone I didn’t like and I forced your hyung to be my boyfriend” added Hankyung hyung.
It’s really unexpected. My evil hyung agreed to act as a boyfriend to someone he just knew. It’s so not like him. Is he... Like Hankyung hyung?
“So, what’re you doing here?” asked Heechul hyung to Hankyung hyung.
“Let me go straight to the point. I come here to purpose you to be my wife. I really love you. When you left, I was really depressed because I couldn’t meet you and that time I realize that I’m truly in love with you” confessed Hankyung hyung.
What a sweet moment happened here. I’m almost giggled when I heard Hankyung hyung purposed my hyung. I turned to look at Heechul hyung who sat beside me. His face was really red and he lowered down his head. It’s rare to see his behaviour like this.
“I... Haish! You idiot! I love you too” confessed Heechul hyung.
Hankyung hyung smiled as he stood up before knelled in front of Heechul hyung. He pulled out something from his pocket before place it in front of Heechul hyung. It’s a ring! “Will you marry me?”
Heechul hyung blushed. “I do”
Hankyung hyung putted the ring to Heechul hyung’s finger before they shared a quick kissed. I blushed. Ah, I shouldn’t be here.
“I promise I wouldn’t let you go again. I promise I’ll make you the happiest person on the earth. It’s so hurt when you’re far from me. I’m happy that my love wasn’t one-sided love” Hankyung hyung said.
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After what happened at Coppia Dolce Cafe last week, I always think what would happen if I confessed to Hyukjae. What would he feel? I tried to approach him, I tried to talk to him but my effort always failed. It’s because of my shyness. I think it became really bad after I saw Hankyung hyung confessed to Heechul hyung. Every times I saw Hyukjae, I kept thinking what happen if I confessed to him. I became afraid. I couldn’t accept if... he rejected me. I’m too scared of rejection. It’s hurt.
“Excuse me? What’re you doing?”
I startled. I knew that voice so damn much! It’s Hyukjae. When did he stand in front of me? Oh God! I’m thinking too much until I didn’t realize he approached me! What am I going to do? Telling him that I stalked him? NO! That was the stupid and craziest answered ever!
End P.O.V
A/N: First of all, I wanna say sorry to IWLY's readers. I only wrote till Chapter 2 and this is my last update for this fanfic before I go on 2 months hiatus. Please forgive me! T_____T I already tell my reason about this hiatus on HTKLY fic... I decided to be on hiatus 'cause... I need some time. It's hard for me but I hope you guys will understand it. I promise I'll come back and make longer chapter! XD Mianhae! *gimme a group hug please*