Does it get any better.

[azcityboy]

Okay so life has just been sucking lately. I am realizing that I don't like the friends I currently have. I don't like anything about the people I know now. Well not all of them. The people I do like, I don't like who they hang out with, and I dont respect thier choices for friends. Maybe I should, but I dont understand how peole I like can hang

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*sigh*

[skychick022]

Ya know I think a big problem with us is we knew each other very well, but never understood each other. I guess I thought that if I got to know you the best I could, that I'd finally understand you. It just didn't happen. I guess I was always upset because I wanted you to understand me... I wanted to be close to you, but there was always that barrier. I thought "he'd never understand me... He doesn't know what it's like to cry yourself to sleep" maybe I thought you were really strong emotionally. but I guess everyone has a shell. I'm so sorry I didn't know. Had I known... so many things would have been different... so many things! I guess things work out like this for a reason... but it's not fair. Life isn't fucking fair. *sigh* Thank you for being there for me when I really needed you. Thank you for all the fun times we had... there were so many. Thank you for trusting me once-upon-a-time. I'm making an honest effort... I really think we need to talk.