Ugh so today im home sick for the first time in a long time. My tonsils are totally swollen it kinda sux. Was feeling kinda lonely this morning cause you know it sux when your growing up. When I was younger my mom was always there for me when I was sick. Now its like until I find that special someone its just me, and it feels so lonely. I had ( Read more... )

umm I dont really know what the super freak thing is about but its on the radio right now in london and well I didnt feel like brainstorming a subject. Okay so anyways crazy week. This is my 12th day in a row with out a day off and OMG I can't wait till tonight. hehe I have been super busy at work lately, but its been fun. Ive been working a ( Read more... )

Okay just for starters im not knocking on anyone here so know one go create some fucking gay drama and go off on me. However I am slightly confused on how people think these days. Okay so I was at a party recently and someone I don't like showed up. I avoided this person mostly just because I didn't want to deal with the bullshit. Anyways this ( Read more... )

Life sure does get better. Or so its starting to seem. Yeah I'm still broke and yeah im still having some minor troubles, but my career migh be getting ready to take off. My company is going through some new ownership changes and theres alot going on. My boss is getting a position focused more in one area vs. several areas as before. I have been ( Read more... )

So I haven't written in a little while. Life has been so crazy lately. People seem to zoom in and out of my life. I feel so empty inside like theres no satisfaction of knowing I make someone as happy as they may make me. I feel so distant from my family, and friends. It's like there's no one to run to tell me that Im doing alright, that Im a ( Read more... )

Okay so I know I have missed a few days since the last time I wrote. I just haven't had too much going on. Not a whole lot of new thoughts or things that have really made me think. However, I have been at golf land a few times lately... hehe. Playing dance revolution or whatever. Okay that is some fun shit! So I start my second job tomorrow. Oh ( Read more... )

Okay so I know I only have one year or school left and all, but it's the worst year ever. I just wanna get my bachelors and be done ( Read more... )

Okay so I am updating my journal today just for the hell or it. I dont really know what to write, but I figured if I really wanted to start using the journal then I need to be consistent. Didn't do much today. Worked in the morning and then went and saw a movie with Matt and his friends. I went home then downloaded some music just kinda chilled ( Read more... )

So yesterday I cleared lots of things out of my head. I came to realize that school and work have been so frustrating and stressful that it was effecting how I would normally act. I've seen people lash out pretty crazy over stress, anger, and frustration. It's so hard to keep it together sometimes. But everyone needs to remember that no matter ( Read more... )

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