I haven't written in a few days 'cause I've been too groggy. As a matter a fact, I'm quite groggy right now ( Read more... )

I'm mean.

I went to the doctor's today for more Prozac (20mg) and I told her about my insomnia. She then prescribed me Trazodone (25mg) (another anti-depressant) that's suppose to work as a sleep aid. She wants to see me again in 3-4 weeks. She says for now she's not gonna up the dosage on the Prozac. I wonder if she will later on though. Anyway... Trazodone ( Read more... )

Happy 20th birthday, Sharon.

Late night, brakes lock, hear the tires squeal.
Red light, can't stop so I spin the wheel.
My world goes black before I feel an angel lift me up
And I open bloodshot eyes into fluorescent white.
They flip the siren, hit the lights, close the doors and I am gone.

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IMs from a few days ago (and is on my AIM profile):
*******: lol... i am on my way back from vegas... and i peed in the car hahaha :D
Me: YOU PEED IN THE CAR? LMFAO.
*******: well.  in a bag. cuz i couldnt hold it anymore hahaha
Me: gross. i hope you didn't miss!

Today:
Me: *points at my aim profile*
*******: LOL
*******: hey man... this is what happened ( Read more... )

Earlier tonight my friend Eddie IMed me and told me he's been crying and feeling really depressed. Apparently, he's over analyzing a lot of things and is very hard on himself. Sooo... I'm going to hang out with him tomorrow when he gets off of work. We'll talk and stuff, I guess. Hopefully he'll feel better (about himself) afterward ( Read more... )

It's like... 3:30am and I'm still awake.

At least I got to amuse myself by making ringtones for my cellphone, but now that I'm done with that, I wanna sleep! My current ringtone is Homer singing the Spider Pig song from The Simpsons Movie. Hmm... I also could've sworn I said I was gonna go to bed early tonight.

I guess I was wrong about that.

So I got kinda bored and started digging through some music from the '90s. Then I cam across The Wallflowers. Ah, I remember them. Oh and I love this song, "One Headlight." Good stuff.

So long ago, I don't remember when ( Read more... )

Um, I went to the park today to meet up with Nicki and the sun burned the fuck outta outta me. Nicki was a loner there so I decided to go hang out with her and to keep her company. I brought my stupid dog along who was scared shitless of her in the beginning then warmed up to her 'cause I pretty much threw him on her when he jumped back into my car ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm growing a mullet or something. I need to quit being so friggin' lazy. It's been about two months since I've gotten my hair cut. I'm suppose to get it cut once a month. Oh well.

Andreana: i miss u!
Me: i miss me too.
Me: *hugs self* oh baby.
Andreana: HAHAHA
Andreana: sucker!! i was all reading it
Andreana: slow and was like AWWW
Me: ( Read more... )