Actually had another dream last night. Can't remember it clearly anymore. But similar idea as before.

But regardless...my mind is set. My heart will follow. I can do this. I'm ready! Everything is a gamble...I'm ready.

Ever had a dream that...would make you really happy if it happened...but at the exact same time you don't want it to come true because it would drastically shake up your life and change everything?

I hate stupid chinese traditions. Hate it hate it hate it hate it ( Read more... )

Thoughts that occurred to me today...

Why do I love you? Because I love without expecting anything back...only wishing for your utmost happiness in the future.

Why do I love you? Because I love in the safety of your love...you have proven yourself to be true and loyal.

Perhaps it is possible.

I was sick for two days (Tues and Wed) and stayed home alone. =( It was nice being alone but I kind of wished there was someone to make me food and baby me...LOL. Oh well. I can make my own yummy congee. So it's all right...I survived. It wasn't like I was deathly ill or anything. I just haven't been sick enough to stay home for a very long time... ( Read more... )

As many ppl have said, "this is the earliest I've waken up on a Saturday in many years." I woke up at 6 today (Saturday) to take a shower, and get ready to be picked up by James, who was driving me and gah-tse to E's house in 'Sauga. From there, CK was going to pick us all up and drive to the Horseshoe Resort. We and two more cars of ppl drove ( Read more... )

"Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am for Your Kingdom’s cause
As I walk from earth into eternity"

Thank you to good friends. I don't know how I shall ever be able to repay.

I have a tendency to avoid things that I don't know how to face...but eventually one can't run away forever...have to decide and move on ( Read more... )

I have a ticking problem that is harder to handle than my parents...mon problème est ma future belle-famille.

Unfortunately, they are still holding a grudge about not kneeling for the tea ceremony and not literally going through their home's door on the wedding day ( Read more... )

I must be the only bride in North America ... in the 21st century ... who is looked upon as a troublemaker just because I have opinions on what I want for MY OWN WEDDING ( Read more... )