everything so clear now. he was here to help me grow as a person and make me stronger. thank you. can't deny the fact that i'm depressed but, eh, what's a person to do?

i'm a glutton for pain. that's all you need to know. i love you. you know who you are. i love you. do me a favor and just accept that, cause it's a fact ( Read more... )

people are so funny. they looked at me mighty funny today when i was at riverside. haha... and i met jeremy at riverside and walked him to class and isaac looked at me like "HUH?" funny as hell. i saw plenty of people today. even had a little fan club welcome me. it was nice to be there. i felt like i was in high school again when i worked jeremy ( Read more... )

so andy came over the other day. it was good. we just talked and i think that he knows that he and i aren't gonna happen. i told jeremy that he came over and he got so mad at me. i didn't wanna lie to him. i tell jeremy everything and i can't ever lie to him. i'm a very honest person for those who know me. yea. i told andy that jeremy didn't like ( Read more... )

i'm so tired. and not getting bootay. i'm a poor excuse for a human. and andy is shit. i love jeremy.

for those who want my new cell phone number, email me and i'll give it to you. i don't wanna post it on the internet. cool. did a lot of shopping today.

so tired. the wedding reception was weak. i waited to go eaat and there was no food. and now i'm so tired. drove for an hour to get home. the reception was in Racine. long as hell. but the good thing is Javier is married now. byebye.

today is Javier's wedding. we're (Me, Jeremy, Gao, Ozzy, Shuea, Xanna, Memo) just going to the reception because we won't understand most of it. ahhaha ( Read more... )

1. last night, i stood andy up. just giving him a dose of his own medicine ( Read more... )

mmmmmmmmmm...... got victoria's secret scents. STRAWBERRIES AND CHAMPAGNE. i love that stuff. and i wanna get this pheremone stuff from sephora but it's so flippin expensive. SIXTY DOLLARS.. but my guy likes it. pheremone. this will help any girl out in a time of need. that stuff really works. trust me ( Read more... )