::giggles::
~girl

So. I was bored. And signed onto this site. where it tells you what others think. HOT? OR NOT? Ha ha. So. hotornot.com Its fun times. just rate people allll day. anyway. so im on there. i need to change the pic, its a bad one. the poll is open for like ever. its fun times. it goes 1-10 1=blue 10=red someone gave me a fucking one. FUCK. Oh well. ( Read more... )

OK. So. It's not strep, even though there's all this nasty shit in and on my glands in my mouth. GRAAAROSS. GLUG i havent eaten anything for the past three days, it just hurts too much to swallow anything, and for some reason i haven't been hungry. Great. I've also been sleeping a LOT. CLASSIC signs of depression. GOD DAMNIT. ANYway. I AM going to ( Read more... )

Your Results:
You were female in your last earthly incarnation.
You were born somewhere around the territory of which we now know as modern Korea, approximately in the year 1250.
Your main profession was: chemist, alchemist, a manufacturer of deadly poisons.
A brief psychological profile of you in that past life:You were a sane practical person, ( Read more... )

or NOT ( Read more... )

Schnap. its 6:42 in the friken morning... i've been up since 4, my throat throbbing, ears clogged.... So... im sick. Fun ( Read more... )

SO. My bloodwork came in... (ya know, i got blood tests), and...IM FINE. Meaning....
IM JUST REALLY DEPRESSED But we ALL knew that didnt we? Yea. So. That was a waste. and Im a little bit upset....Im always looking for answers... and i just found another dead end. its frustrating. i want to know why me. why now. and i cant knokw. Maybe mom will ( Read more... )

Sometimes shit just doesnt work out the way you want it to. It all sux. All I have to say is, "Now what?"

Summer Resolution: Give myself more discipline. Imma wake up, and get into shape. It's time I stop fucking around.
Sometimes.
I wish you were here.

Kat
Never again.
~girl

Im going to freak out in about two seconds....
one....
two

FUCK

I am such a loser

if only i could stop this. I hate me. I hate my life. i hate me. I hate myself. i hate you. I hate everything in this world. i hate my job. i hate the people. i hate all people. Im itchy, and scratching away at the skin that won't get off of my back.

I think Im ( Read more... )

It's been...one of those days. Had therepy tonight...again...however..it was..WITH dad... and that was.... that was painful. just sitting...and... giving caryn looks of "UGH" that was like...GSLDKjalj i hated being there. he wouldnt stop talking. and when asked a question he would go into a whole story...then SOMEHOW he connected it to the question ( Read more... )