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[aznstrawbeary]

i wish.. you didn't need me. i wish you didn't expect me to be the person that i wish i could be. i can feel the weight of your expectation any time you make the slightest joke about me being mean to you, and it just shows me even more clearly every time just how far i fall short of that ideal, that person that i want to be. it seems so

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[aznstrawbeary]

it's okay shenwen. i'm woebegone, but not woeful =)

thanks though. and i'm sorry for making sucha horrible pun.

[aznstrawbeary]

haha <3 and lake woebegone does sound vaguely familiar, but i don't actually remember the poem.

[prophet_elisha]

:( I almost feel your frustration just by reading your post. I hope if you do decide to talk it comes out okay. heh

You know there's actually a Lake Wobegone? And there's a "Lake Wobegone effect." Go wiki it. 'Tis quite interesting.

[aznstrawbeary]

yeah =/ i think being frustrated with myself is ten times worse than being frustrated with other people. at least i can get away from them if i really need to.

o.O i shall indeed.

[blargh88]

mm :(
i guess there's really nothing left to say but...i hope that one of you does the right thing soon and that it sails smoothly as possible.

and don't let others' expectations of you weigh you down, including mine or elisha's or ploy's or lidang's or jeff's or your parents or whoever (so technically you could even ignore this whole message if you so choose to! :D :P)

good luck :)

[aznstrawbeary]

thanks :)
and *poke* you know i don't really need you to say anything :)

mm, but it seems like that's just the way the world works sometimes. though i find your list of people somewhat amusing/interesting *shrug*

thank you again :)

[blargh88]

anytime :)
ah well...after reading such a heartfelt entry, i couldn't help but feel the need to give some feedback lol.

*shrug* whoever came to mind, really lol :P

:D

[aznstrawbeary]

aw haha, thanks =)

lol, fair enough. lidang's comment is quite comforting =P