hmmm...

[aznstrawbeary]

i'm not entirely sure i want to post this publicly or protectedly or anything other than keeping all of this to myself, but emu said this was kind of like a release of pent-up stuff--more for me than for the people reading it. so wheee here we go

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[sar_squirrel67]

it almost scares me to read that because I see a little bit of someone I know very well in that.

Ana, you're a deep thinker. I was wondering if there were more thinkers out there, I'm glad you are one. Please take care.

[aznstrawbeary]

hmm, i think we should meet up for coffee or lunch or something, Linders :)

are you working at/around college park?

[prophet_elisha]

haha i dunno why, but i feel a small satisfaction that you agree with at least something of my philosophy about lj. :)

Hm, with your warning about how emo this was going to be, I was actually expecting something more emo. It doesn't seem as emo as you made it sound :P More... thoughtful, I think. Realistic about how you feel about your surroundings and the people around you. It's a good thing :) I've had quite a few like this. If I'm feeling emo and I write I usually feel a bit better afterwards knowing that I've at least examined and understood the situation I'm in. I hope you do too. And I do hope things turn out the way they should even though it doesn't seem clear what that is.

[aznstrawbeary]

:D *high five*

haha, perhaps i was feeling emo but it wasn't getting through. that's comforting. i guess i feel better in that i understand it, but not really better in that it doesn't seem like a good situation to be in, and that's mostly my fault.