omgosh this day ruled! I SAW JENNY BEAR!! finally after many months of talkin to her we got to hang out, and man shes jus sooooo damn cute. way better in person which says a lot cause shes amazing already via online. i swear i couldnt stop smiling or laughing or looking at her the whole day. AHHH! heh. her friends Jaimie and Angie were really ( Read more... )

I heart:

Andrew.
Rachel(true).
Ally<3.
Michelle(aka Meeshell).

and ill add more later...

Megan Ashley humbly, many times haha, asked me to write an entry all her own and thus i am complying as i speak. ok so this gal lives in Kansas, which she looked up is close to 18 hours away from me...not cool at all. but heres the good news ladies n gents, she is movin to Conneticut in August (correct?). that means only 8 hours away which is ( Read more... )

i really dont know what im thinkin when i write this. but i felt compelled after reading my friend Michelle's journal. there seems to be such emotion inside her that i really am intrigued by, just through her words mind you. seeing as how were on opposite coasts theres no physical way (me = -job,-$) for me to get to know these things. *sigh* other ( Read more... )

this is gona be alll bout Michelle cause i say so, or cause ive been ordered to haha. but of course i want to anyways. she lives in CA but shes something very awesome i tell you. super sweet, fun to talk to, always has pics for me(!), shares her adventures with me hehe, theyre always fun to read, able to chat bout pretty much anything, always ( Read more... )

would anyone even care or notice if i went away for a while? meaning if i didnt get online like a fuckin loser all the damn time. would anyone call or even think bout me? sounds pretty damn selfish, but jus wondering. not like everyone i talk to knows my journal so they wont read this. sometimes it jus seems like im the biggest fuckin idiot or ( Read more... )

quick updates.

1. forgot to mention: STYLE! shes got tons (see previous entry)

2. ive also felt like i want somewhere different to live, a whole new experience. but where i know some people at least...such as NC.

3. Candice rules and you all should know it. jus thought id mention that. i heart that gal. xo

hm well today i was overcome by the feeling of unsurity. i guess thats a word right? anyways...im jus wondering will i find another girl like her. by now i know everyones wondering so ill jus say who it is. Starr is prolly the closest ive ever come to finding the one true girl for me. something about her jus felt right. we still talk and are ( Read more... )

on May 23, 2003, mr. Chris (that would be me) lost his mosh virginity at Worthless Fest in Buena Vista. to whom you ask? Between the Buried and Me's Fire For A Dry Coon...err Mouth. oh yes its true. that show was fuckin amazing. god my journal is so lame now lol. ah well. that was my Friday, saw Sheena with Sarah and Lauren (got to talk to her some ( Read more... )

well i missed out on seein the Atreyu show the other night cause thought i would go to another show Monday for cheaper, but noooo it was more than i thought. so yea no show at all. grrr oh well. today ima get to see Darkest Hour and Majority Rule so that rocks. yea i mention bands n shows way too much in my entries lately but oh well fuck it, least ( Read more... )