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[azriaz]

So. I figured feeling somewhat more sane again deserved a post of it's own.

To be clear, being here still sucks and I'm sick of it. I absolutely loathe having to stick around another day, and then another, and another one after that. But I'm going to make this year count, going to make some memories so that I can think back and consider it worth my

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[hetemsenar]

Well when waiting is not enough, then action is usually needed. Any action. Focusing on little things needs to be done now instead of looking too far to the future. Like watching for the rocks trying to trip you at your feet instead of just looking at the mountains. Am I right?

And yes, getting a second job would help out. You should be able to talk to your bishop too about having enough food, I'm sure they do food donations there.

And I expect you to keep me updated on the situation, understood? Seriously, you don't want the embarrassment of me coming out there just to spoon feed you, right? *slight grin*

(So, do you know why your stomach feels sick like that? Is it just because you're depressed or are you having health problems?)

[azriaz]

Trying to tell me what to do, huh. Fine, I'll humor you, much as I'd like to see you show up at my doorstep one day just because I'm not eating enough for your tastes. *smirk*

Go figure, I wasn't even considering getting a second job. Mainly because paperwork is a tedious thing and I'd have to somehow make it so that I'm not supposed to be in two places at the same time. Guess it wouldn't be impossible though, we'll see.

(Feels more like "I'm sick of this" is starting to have physical effects, so not much to worry about there. Good thing I don't really do getting sick.)

[hetemsenar]

Yeah, though it'd be kind of inconvenient, considering that I'd probably have to stow-away on a plane then spend days looking for your house then to be in worlds of trouble trying to get back here. *chuckles*

*shrugs* If you try and work it out with both bosses it should be good. Hopefully.

(Hm, is it bad enough that you throw-up when you try and eat?)

[azriaz]

Yes, kind of. But I wouldn't mind you staying over here for a change, anyway.

Most likely.

(No, never has been. I don't really do throwing up unless I'm extremely sick, anyway.)