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[azriaz]

"When I first talked to you, you ripped away my mask just like that. Like it was nothing. I didn't even know you."
"It's what I do. I see through people. I think you were angry, weren't you?"
"Well yeah. But I guess I get it now. Except... why did you do it?"
"I don't know. Maybe because I didn't want you to think that you could fool me."

...I'm still

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[flopflopflop]

\o Bb, if you're there, come and poke me on AIM!

/misses you

[azriaz]

I'm with my little siblings right now so I don't have aim. Sorry...

/misses you too

[hetemsenar]

*long sigh*
I was wondering how long I could draw this out. Guess I've been sort of avoiding it lately. However, now it seems an answer is required of me.
I've been waiting and feeling the flow of things here, and I deem it still a little to early. Sorry, looks like the plan will have to be postponed a bit. Hopefully not more than a few months or so. Or perhaps early spring-time. I am unsure. My sister and brother-in-law are struggling right now, so I can't leave; however by then I expect they will have paid off enough bills to be alright with me leaving a couple weeks. In any case, it would have to wait for a little while anyways now; I've not mentioned it to my boss yet since I was unsure of how the circumstances would be yet. I'm pretty sure I need to give more than a month's notice..

*draws in breath and waits for it to hit..*

[azriaz]

See, if it wasn't for what's been happening on your end I would've told you something similar. Cause I do get the same feeling. I just sort of wished I could get you a break from things over there.

Well, it'll happen at some point. Spring sounds good anyway. So you can actually see things grow here, and not just have me show you pictures all the time. Maybe for my next birthday?
Whenever feels right, I figure.

[hetemsenar]

....
That was sort of a calmer reply than I was expecting.. *sweatdrops*

Oh, don't worry about me here. I'll get by one way or another. Though I don't suppose you'll be coming down here again anytime soon... *glances at you*

[azriaz]

Haha, I'm just full of surprises, whaddaya know.

Possibly next year! Since it looks like I'm gonna have to let go of my savings for school soon anyway, and a friend of mine insists on dragging me to the US for a convention, I'm sure I'll find some way to drop by.