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[azriel_72]

So much for seeing Simon every weekend when he goes away for 15 weeks. Just found out today that he has to work Saturdays fortnightly while away...which effectively means that he will only be coming home every 2nd weekend now. Given that we both have various other comittments....I'll be lucky to get to spend 1 night a fortnight with him. Sometimes

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[shisome]

It's not selfish, not at all. It'll get better, just wait and see (apologies for playing the optimist).

Take care of yourself, Az.

[azriel_72]

No it won't. It'll get worse before it gets better. I can feel it.

[shisome]

I know I will not be able to convince you otherwise, so I'll send some reassuring *hugs* your way instead.

[fionn_fezzic]

:(

HUGS

[azriel_72]

No amount of hugs can fix this.

Thx anyway :(

[fionn_fezzic]

you know im always around in some way if you need someone hun

[azriel_72]

You saying that will make him EXTRA paranoid.

lol....(nothing to do but laugh at this point....)

[mistresssin]

Aww.. I know it sounds like forever now hun and it will probably feel that way at first, but try and think positively. 15 weeks isn't that long and it will fly by. And just think too just how much more you'll appreciate eachothers company when you're together again! :-)

*Hugs*

[azriel_72]

I was thinking positively until the latest round of disappointments. Personally....I'm more than a little sick of them. They seem to follow me everywhere. :(

One step forward and about 8 steps backwards...EVERY fucking time..... :|

[mistresssin]

:(

It'll get better. I know it will. You're just on the downside of the rollercoaster at the moment. xx

[spiritualitynow]

*hugs*

[azriel_72]

Thanks Jules.