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[azriel_72]

Having a shitty time of things at present. Kurt now knows that I am seeing someone (Simon)....and even though it's been over 2 years since our marriage ended...and he is being a shit about it. In many ways. It's not pleasant. It seems that even though he doesn't want me....that no-one else can have me either. I think he's been snooping around as

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[stormymarie]

I can't believe Kurt is carrying on in light of his recent findings. What did he expect??? You beautiful in so many ways...he's a dummy pants

[azriel_72]

Thank you :)

He has issues and feels poorly treated by me. But he won't help himself... We were both to blame....but apparently it's all my fault.

I often wonder about how it would be sharing the attention of a new child with an existing one...because you love your child soooo much. Many people have multiple children though....so I'm sure it will equal out :)

[spiritualitynow]

I'm sorry you are having a hard timw with Kurt.
That indeed is selfish on his part.
But it's up to you to make your own happiness, so continue to do waht makes you happy.

[azriel_72]

Thank you.

Yes it is....but I still feel so much guilt so it makes it even harder.

And yes, I do make my own happiness....and despite him telling me point blank that he doesn't care if I am happy or not....I care.

[magentatempest]

Its really hard to study, work and manage children last year was so crazy trying to balance things out and i felt my kids were a little neglected for my time. Heres hoping this year runs smoother. Good luck with the studying i hope your pracs go well.

[azriel_72]

It's not easy...no. Especially when everything seems to be working against you. One more year...