At least for a while I'm going to dissappear. So I wish you all the best. I may come back or I may just delete this after a while

Love you all

I should listen to my daddy more often... Geez you know your argument is bad when not even you understand it.

I'm making an attempt to eliminate some of the noise in my head. So I'm going to go through a million lyrics. Enjoy

( Music )

Funny how you forget that your walk down memory lane isn't going to be pleasant. It seems i havn't moved as far forward as I thought... Funny of the two I didn't figure I'd be the one crying. Oh well its water under the bridge... even if that bridge is flooding... Onwards and upwards ( Read more... )

Last night I had a dream.

A girl stood against the red wooden railing of the bridge. Ivy fell down and traced against her long raven hair as she stared out over the shimmering lake. The water was filled with lillies and cat tails and the veiw stretched out over the golden mountains in the distance.

She waited for him anxiously. Her heartbeat ( Read more... )

So... during a violent conversation with my mother I discovered the root of my passive agression. Not to say that I blame it on my mother, its her fault that she's passive agressive, it's not her fault that I am. I've made quite the realization today. I am similar to my mother. Now all my life I've beat my head against the wall screaming that I'm ( Read more... )

I'm proud to say that two days in a row I've become stronger than my addictions. That may not seem like much but I've never once stopped myself by myself

Had a good long talk, voiced a lot of things I feel like I needed to

I OWN A BIBLE!!! I'm so excited. It's even blue ^_^. I've never a Bible that wasn't some variation of children's Bible. Heck I'd ( Read more... )

So... I've had a series of annoying adventures today.  I'm pretty excited about my English class though

1. I will not allow myself to be taken advantage of (So far so good)
2.I'm going to own a bible for the first time in my life (not yet, my shopping buddy had prior plans)
3. I will not swear (I haven't yet)
4. I will be positive (I've taken a lot of ( Read more... )

When I was a little girl, I could count on one hand the number of times I cried. I was stuborn and I was strong. I was thirteen before I touched someone in any way who wasn't in my family . I still remember exactly when. I remember riding the elevator with Kitty and I hugged her. I don't recall ever needing anyone when boys threw things at me and ( Read more... )

So .... yeah... I attract creepy would be rapists...

Screw the list tonight.