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looking 4 a solution
necesito seguridad
ya no te angustias x mi y ya no sirven mis amenazas
doy por seguro que amo sola
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no te voy a hablar
no te voy s decir te amo
.a veces siento que no te importo, nunca tomas interés en mi, yo soy siempre la que pregunta
.. ME DUELE POR LA CHUCHA. ME DUELE MÁS QUE LA CRESTA. ES MI CULPA, LO SÉ.
...te necesito a mi lado. ayer te iba a mandar muchas veces un mensaje y no lo hice.
necesito responder tantas preguntas - neceseto ( Read more... ) -
what is going on
haven't eaten anything since Monday. today's wensday.
im fucking tired? i am a bother. i want to stop bothering you forever. i feel like all do and im able to is to send you away, make you sad, bother and be sad myself.
i want to die but idont want to leave you, yesterday wad a year... all i was expecting was a gesture that you care. i woulf have ( Read more... ) -
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son pistas que fueron dejando los bosquejos de ahora hace unos meses. es como si lo hubiesemos sabido desde un principio, como si todo hubiese estado escrito.
estaban ya las escenas de este año ya rayadas desde un principio en la arena?
no me imagino nada, esta noche wstoy teiste. estoy cansada de estar triste y a la vez no puedo llenarme de esta ( Read more... ) -
not, still not
I'm not drunk if you wondered. it takes a lot more than this to get me drunk.
double my weight in tequila and find out the naughty apologies i guard.
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memorylane
how was your visit to the island? you never really told me.
we were over after that but we're not over anymore.
can you tell me now? without the holy bitterness that that place holds nowadays?
I'm sorry, did i ever tell you that? that I'm sorry? so fucking sorry.
yes i have, i have, i am sure i have.
every time I've told you i love you and every ( Read more... ) -
just answer
it's sad how i am scared of loosing you.
im afraid of everything
im so scared
please don't ignore me
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the past is meltimg
is it wrong that i can't really seem to remember what i felt like when i dumped you at first? now we're together again and i swear im happy. (ive been swearaing that all weekn now, trying to convince you, trying to convince me?)
you told me you needed to understand cuz you didnt. you are afraid i might leave you again, i wont.
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stop before my brain crawls out
I dont care about not being able to breath
I dont care about dailyness
I dont care about anything
but the nightmares are much too real
they are so stupid and worthless and
useless and blank and
I can feel everything
and they are much too irrelevant
for me to not care about them
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hatehatehate
well is not about myself
is about how I feel
whenever you seem wrong
whenever I feel I have
wronged you, being too cruel
when you are torn.
I beg you understand
I beg you answer
please help me see clear
I need your sense of humanity