[11]

[azure_ashita]

[MONDAY | LATE NIGHT into TUESDAY | AFTERNOON]

-is in his bed, lying on top of his covers passed out. tears are coming from his eyes-

..........lies..........

[[this is after the Tsukai and Rion reverse social link log. so if your muse wants to comfort him when he wakes up, that's fine. and yes, his door is open because Shinji left it that way]]

Comments

[stregalolita]

Chidori doesn't really understand the term 'worry', but when Medea gave her a glimpse of Tsukai looking in a similar state to that day in hers and Yukari's room, she surprisingly found herself...wanting to check on him.

She didn't really understand why. Was it because Tsukai was one of the few people she found more than 'tolerable' in this miserable place?

Never being one to care about common etiquette, Chidori entered Tsukai's room; closing the door to drain out the noise as she did so (it was worse here than it was on the third floor).

..........lies..........

She heard him whisper, and couldn't help but be curious as to why he was saying so. Could it have something to do with that 'past' he's been mentioning?

She took a seat on the chair in his room, deciding to randomly draw things on his table while she waited for him to wake up.

[azure_ashita]

-is still unconscious. almost above a whisper-

.......all...this time......

........

...it hurts.....

.....make it... go...away....

[consella_rion]

*coming back from Naganaki Shrine after a few pep talks from other dorm-mates*

... Taka's right. I can't just give up, just because he won't listen for now.

*is really nervous about it, but knocks on Tsukai's door, hoping that during the time he was out, Tsukai would have woken up and would be able to answer it*

[stregalolita]

*stops drawing*

....Tsukai?

*walks over to him but sees that he's still asleep and could only listen to his murmurings*

.....

*as she wonders what happened and pondered what she could do for Tsukai, she hears a knock*

.....

*narrows her eyes and gets ready to tell the visitor off as she opens the door*

!!!!

*her expression changes to curiousity*

....Rion?

[azure_ashita]

-says nothing because it's true-

[consella_rion]

Listen, I ... I know I screwed up. I'm not perfect. I'm an idiot, like I've told you so many times before ... but ... everyone makes mistakes. No one is perfect. Yeah, I realize ... just what kind of mistake I made ... but it's a mistake that is never going to be repeated. I ... I still don't know why it happened once at all ...

... I know I chose the worst time to make a stupid ass mistake like that ... it's not like I felt good about it when it happened. I ... I wanted to just die, right there on the spot ... I ... knew it would hurt us as soon as I did it ... but ... no matter how I felt, that doesn't excuse the fact that it happened ...

... however ... even though it did happen ... it doesn't mean that we can't be together anymore. We can ... still ... be together, Tsukai ...

[azure_ashita]

....

...time....

....i can't....

..i....don't know....what.... i--

[consella_rion]

*smiles softly* ... calm down, Tsukai ... you ... don't have to make up your mind right away ... I'll ... I'll wait as long as it takes, because I ... I don't want to give you up ... no ... I won't just sit back and give you up ...

[azure_ashita]

....come....closer....

-sort of sits up and moves, wanting Chidori to sit next to him on his bed-

[stregalolita]

...?

*tilts her head to the side in confusion for a moment, before understading his gesture and hesitatingly complying*

Okay...

[azure_ashita]

-lightly places his head in her lap-

......just....stay...

....sorry....being...... selfish...

[stregalolita]

*When Tsukai places his head on her lap, Chidori flinches slightly; not being used to human contact, and had the strong urge to push him away. She decides to hold back the urge in attempt to understand this...'comfort'*

...okay.

*very slowly and very hestitantly, Chidori cautiously stroked Tsukai's hair*

Tsukai...it's alright....I don't think you are...selfish.