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What type of Depression do you have? (MANY different outcomes)
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:: n a m e :: Kirtley
:: birthday :: August 12th
:: birthplace :: Dover, NJ
:: current location :: Bayville, NJ (seaside paradise)
:: e y e color :: light brown/honey
:: h a i r color :: dark brown
:: h e i g h t :: about 5'7"
:: righty or lefty :: righty
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:: heritage:: Black/Native American/Irish/Scottish
:: my weakness :: Many.
:: my fears :: spiders, ungodly huge moths/insects, amongst other things
:: my perfect pizza :: Lots of cheese (and tomato sauce)
:: goal i'd like to achieve :: Finish learning Japanese (and Latin and spanish and of course, anglo-saxon, lol)
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:: most overused phrase(s) :: hmmm...right now, it's 'you won't'
:: my thoughts first waking up :: wait...how did I get here?
:: my best physical feature :: I dunno. I hoipe someon fills me in on this. But someone told me I had a nice body the other day, lol
:: my bedtime :: none!!
:: my most missed memory :: I don't miss them at all :)
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:: McDonald's or Burger King :: Neither.
:: Single or group dates :: ...single.
:: Adidas or Nike :: Adidas.
:: Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea :: Herbal tea, thank you.
:: Chocolate or vanilla :: Vanilla.
:: Cappuccino or coffee :: Cappuccino
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:: Smoke :: No.
:: Curse :: Too much.
:: Sing :: all. the. time.
:: Take a shower every day :: yup :)
:: Have a crush :: I'm so confused, I don't even know.
:: Been in love :: Very.
:: Want to go to college :: Why not?
:: Like high school :: Love it.
:: Attractive :: So I've heard.
:: Want to get married :: If it happens, cool. Not pushing it, though.
:: Believe in myself :: To a certain extent.
:: Motion Sickness :: Nope.
:: Health Freak :: Also to a certain extent. *excercise!*
:: Get along with parents :: Almost always.
:: Like Thunderstorms :: No, I love them.
:: Play an instrument :: Yes: trumpet and piano, mostly.
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|| in the past month....
:: drank alcohol :: Nope.
:: smoked :: No.
:: had sex :: No.
:: made out:: No. Had the chance to, though. ^^
:: gone on a date :: Nope.
:: gone to the mall :: ...I dunno.
:: eaten an entire box of oreos:: um, yeah, that's a no.
:: eaten sushi :: Hell yes!
:: been on stage :: I was last night
:: been dumped :: Nope.
:: gone skating :: I went rollerblading, does that count?
:: shoplifted :: Nope.
:: changed who i am to fit in :: Hell no.
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:: Age i hope to be married :: I'm not predicting it.
:: Numbers and Names of Children :: 3. Remus Azrael, Raphael Andrew, Catherine Kirtley
:: Describe my Dream Wedding :: Very earthy and connected. but it's not a dream, just a thought.
:: How do i want to die :: falling through a stained glass window.
:: What do i want to be when i grow up :: Happiness.
:: What country would you most like to visit :: Italy! Or Japan! Or Britian! Or Australia! Or Russia! Or Greece! Or [insert any cool country here].
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|| in a girl/guy
:: e y e color :: I love them all, really. but blue, gray, green really strike me...
:: h a i r color :: No particular
:: short or long h a i r :: I really do not care.
:: h e i g h t :: Taller than me, I like looking up to people.
:: w e i g h t :: preferably thin. Just so I could see if he could catch me.
:: style :: it has to be his own, not a set style.
:: best first date location :: anywhere but a fast food joint, Please...
:: best first kiss location :: Location? Body? Planet? Be specific! (lol, had to keep that answer, cath)
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:: number of drugs taken illegally :: None.
:: number of people who i can trust in my life :: it wouldn't be cool to count that
:: number of cds i own :: not many. My dad owns about 1,00 though, I swear.
:: number of piercings :: 2, ears
:: number of tats :: tats?
:: number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper : Unknown.
:: number of scars on my body :: A few
:: number of things in my past that i regret :: not too many
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:: 5 favorite bands :: I love all music. Except maybe the hard core metal that I can't understand, and really crappy rap, and scene shiz, and BAD TECHNO.
:: favorite food :: Cherry. Not the dark type, the brighter red sort.
:: favorite color(s) :: Green.
:: favorite sport(s) :: lacrosse!
:: favorite thing to do :: Read, I suppose.
:: favorite radio station(s) :: I don't listen to the radio much.
:: favorite school subject :: Band
:: favorite thing about summer :: Reversed sleep schedule. ^_^ w00t for nighttime walks!
To explain: I went to my chorus concert last night, and it was okay; I'm not a fan of chorus, I don't like it much. I'm not even sure if I'll do it next year, you know?
But the point was that I met a friend of mine I hadn't seen in a while, and the problem was that we were flirting; not with words. More with hands, playing with each others fingers, leaning in close and just staying there. And even now, just from thinking of it, I get kind of nervous, or giddy or something like that, excited and scared and happy and cold and warm at the same time. All that just from locking our fingers...and I don't know. I don't know what to do about it.
I'm going to his house tomorrow anyway; his mom and mine are friends. But what am I supposed to do?
What can I do?