I just don't understand it. I got back from Hollywood today and slept before work and had one of the most intense dreams ever. She was there... her ex was there... I saw her for a second, walking away from me... I told her to wait. I wanted to talk to her. To find out how she feels... what really happened... but she just looked at me, turned around ( Read more... )

Heaven bent to take my hand and lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer to a long and painful fight
Truth be told I've tried my best, but somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear

Though I've tried fallen I have sunk so low
I messed up better I should knowSo don't ( Read more... )

Joe asks Quince how he knows his wife, Alison loves him..

Quince: Because she knows the worst thing about me and its ok.Joe: what is it ( Read more... )

I thought of dying again tonight ( Read more... )

Sometimes you think, you remember what it was like to fall asleep holding someone. Someone warm. Someone soft. And you wonder why your bed is empty night after night. Once, in a dream, I held Maid Marion, not too many weeks ago. She was soft and warm and fit right up against me so well. Yet my mind finally intruded upon the pleasant dream and told ( Read more... )

DORIAN ( Read more... )

Today I visited Portia again. We didn't do much, just eat dinner and watch TV ( Read more... )

So I got to work on my car today. It's actually a lot of fun. See, last night I was gonna drive to visit my friend Portia that I met in the hospital when my car made this loud CLONKING sounds as I drove it. I stopped at the McD's and looked under the auto (said in a German accent) and saw that a piece of my exhaust was just, well, hanging loose ( Read more... )

I know you're out there somewhere ( Read more... )

He is my loving God and my fortress ( Read more... )