I'm here.

[azz]

I wrote a long post last night at one in the morning only to have it brutally deleted by my own hand. I'm not too terribly torn up about it, even though it was the readers digest to my entire life...or at least the last week...which has actually felt like a huge event

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hey girl

[dlowe26]

You are in the same place that I was in when college started for me. Granted, I didn't have sorority rush to go through, and am just finishing frat rush now....but I was still there with all of those emotions. You described it exactly how I felt when you said, "and now I feel as though I have been thrown out into an ocean of strangers....and it seems a bit lonely" That's how it was for me. It is sort of lonely, and it's not at the same time. You may be thinking to yourself, "This isn't what I thought it would be. College isn't what it's cracked up to be, and I don't think I need to be here." I will tell you that every single day I have been in Auburn has been better than the last. I don't think any of us were as ready as we thought we were for all of this. I wrote a long entry about all of that if you care to read it a week or so ago. I will tell you this, whenever you are struggling and wondering where you are, know 1) That you always have people there for you...those that you knew a long time ago that you just kinda found

miss you

[notquitewrite]

I may be 45 minutes away, but you can still call me whenever to drink coffee, walk in the rain, read books, be silly. Thanks for being so inspiring. Thanks for not even considering compromising who you are on the altar of shallow self image.

Re: miss you

[azz]

I love both of you so much. Thank you for everything. We'll definitely be in touch. I figure it will get better than it is now (not saying that anything is REALLY bad).
Dlowe, thank you so much for everything you wrote. Talking to you always makes me feel better. Lets never get to the point where I miss you. I need you to always be around. I'm here for you too, if you ever need me. Please call, any hour, any day.

Abby I miss you so much, even thought we never really got to hang out the way I believe we should have. Whenever you are in town...T-town or B-ham...or even just nearby...anywhere...lets get coffee and drink it in the rain.

kimbog!!!

[alwaysasparagus]

hey babe! i miss you!!!! how are you, really? is alabama treating you right? call me sometime, i wanna chat with you. my cell is still the same, so i am totally expecting to hear from you soon, or else...i'll call you. i love you!
~christine

Re: kimbog!!!

[azz]

WHOA! Do you have a computer again?! CHRISTINE! I miss you! I hope you are having fun and that your classes are good.
I will call you soon.

[alwaysplaytime]

*cough, cough* football tickets?

[quinta_feira]

Where are my music lovers? Book readers? People who will go for a walk in the rain? Where are my coffee drinkers? People who are so much themselves that they don't care about fitting in or partying or whatever? Where are the spontaneous? Where are the honest? Where are the openminded? Where are the people that I can come to love so much and who might love me in return?
I'm looking for you. If you find me first, let me know.

man,i know how you feel.
i'm looking for the exact same thing..
good luck dear.

love.
mallory

[azz]

And good luck to you Mal. I miss you.
I hope we both find whatever it is we are looking for.