school sucks. these guys took away my notebook from me today and were making fun of stuff i had written. like i wrote something about God loves you, smile and they were saying it in different voices. also i had written a poem about kendra and i and how we want to start a christian organization and they were like what's this abotu? can we be in it? ( Read more... )

This day was good. our bus was running late today, so we got to school like 10 minutes late, but it didn't count for a tardy or anything. so that was special haha. when first period was over i was at my locker and the girl next to me, julia, who's the most popular girl in school was like rachel i like that top. it was just this shirt i got at old ( Read more... )

wow, this thing is so addicting. i bet everyone on my friends list is like "damn, i wish the new girl would stop writing about her boring life!" hehehe. anyways, kendra and michelle came over for a little bit so we could study for our biology test tomorrow. i knew all the answers when amber quizzed me, so hopefully i'll do ok. i need to get a good ( Read more... )

i forgot to mention that i watched a show called "diets from hell" last night on TLC. it really hit home. it talked about how teenage girls come on the internet and look up sites for ana. i thought about what i went through and how i lost my ana buddy to ana. then this made me think of natalie. how i wish we were still neighbors and we were in ( Read more... )

well, i didn't make the play. The list went up today and as soon as gym class was over, i ran to see who made it. Kelly Ramada got the lead. duh. i didn't even get a part in the chorus. i don't even know what to tell my aunts and grandparents. they were so excited when they were helping me with the script and which song to sing and then come to ( Read more... )

i officially hate school. today during english mr. johnson called on me to read and when i stood up brian put a whopee [sp?] cushion on my chair so when i sat down it farted. everyone laughed, even mr. johnson. he's such a bastard sometimes. anyways, it was really embarassing so i decided to just skip the rest of the day and go to the mall with ( Read more... )

i taught bible school today and it was cool. i get so much more respect from kids who are like 12 and 13 than i do people my age. it makes me feel good, because it's the only time people look up to me. i do NOT want to go to school tomorrow. Mr. Sanders was told that I pulled my pants down in front of adam and ricky. It was the only way to get out ( Read more... )

thanks to everyone who imed me last night and tried to make me feel better about school and stuff. i don't talk a lot about school in here because i just want to forget about it when i come here but i can't hold it in any longer. i hate it. i get made fun of. i have like 2 friends and my mom won't home school me.

New Year's eve consisted of me and my friends hanging out here at my house. we had so much fun. my dad got us some wine and we sat around and looked through the yearbooks, watched the ball drop, laughed over everything and even froze kendra's undies. how immature seriously ( Read more... )

What I got for christmas ( Read more... )