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[b0nesss]

i am trying so hard to be positive. and if this doesn't count as positivity, then at least i'm getting my shell back. i don't know if thats the right thing to do, but i am sick of being sad and i am sick of caring and i am sick of feeling. if i have to sacrifice opening up to people and having them like me, then that's fine, because i am tired of

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[alaplage]

i'm so sorry to hear about all of this. i don't think there's anything wrong with stepping back and taking time to yourself. i think it speaks a lot about you if you realize that just ignoring what you're feeling isn't the best way to live. as long as that hope to improve things is still there and you continue to find a way to get out of this cycle you're in, then you should take some time for yourself and reevaluate things.

♥ ♥

[erva_doce]

I'm so sorry to hear about what happened with your mother. :( I can't imagine and it makes it hard for me to say much in respects to staying positive etc etc when something like this is something you've had to go through.
Still, I have to try and convince you to go slow with this decision of turning yourself off emotionally etc. Time heals everything..sometimes it just takes a long amount of it.

[_cassyandra]

this seriously made me cry because I started thinking of my dad who passed away.

[lakebod0m]

oh boy. i can't say i know how you feel since i still have both my parents..but i CAN say that you can get through this, even though it's the worst thing in the world. i'm really, really sorry.

[we_belong_here]

I am so sorry and nothing I say could possibly matter nor compensate for your loss. I can't even imagine what you are going through and you seem strong and you will get through this. She is definitely there with you and we are all here for you if you need somewhere to vent and people to be there for you.

I wish you so much luck.