So I'm pretty sure I'm crazy. Last night Mathers and I had some tasty brownies, which is where it all started. Well not really. I've always been crazy but that's when I had the epiphany: I truly am whack'd ( Read more... )

( Oct.08 - Nov.04 )

So, as I was going through some old files.. I came across something that still holds so much truth. I thought it was more than appropriate to post, especially right now, since I just finished two posts about the boy I wrote this for. So.. here it is:

Bielby… it’s always so painful to be stoned or drunk, without you here… I miss you every time. ( Read more... )

Today is the day
The worst day of my life
You're so content it hurts me
Don't know why
The cost of misery
Is at an all time high
I keep it hidden
Close to the surface in sight

(Chorus)
I'm learning to fall
I can't hardly breatheWhen I'm going down don't worry about me ( Read more... )

I'm starting to believe that everything I say in the present is said to forget, or make the past easier to handle. I always say that I live in the present. The now. But that's a lie. I think a lot of what I say is a lie. It's not intentional, I think I lie to myself and make myself believe it.. just to make it all easier to swallow. I also think ( Read more... )

The one thing I took for granted, so many times, that I'll forever regret.
.. And all the things that'll never let me forget: