i will let go of this, turn myself around and become new again. why linger on the past when the past doesn't want you back? but oh how i long for those days. in much the same way that you long for her. and what does she have that i don't? a few years older, a few pounds lighter, and distance. the unachievable is so incredibly cravable. and your ( Read more... )

i am updating for brittany because she says no one updates livejournal anymore. so here we go. update! yay! i'm getting no hours at work and it looks like i'm going to have to find a new job. do you know how many hours i have in total the week after next? 8. 8 hours. the whole week. that's ridiculous. i'm sorry. but yeah. had a good day today. hung ( Read more... )

i love coffee. i do. jesus i love coffee. and i love that i can make it. and i'm damn good at it. that's not just me being cocky but it came suprisingly easily and i'm proud of it. at the same time i'm upset that i'm good at it. it means i'm top of the list to call in. and while i need the hours... i'm not sleeping... at all... and i make two pots ( Read more... )

*breaks into sing/dance mode* gotta love the zeppelin. all right now. updates updates updates. roxy history: roxy somehow hurt her spinal cord and was paralyzed from the middle of her back down meaning that her hind legs did not function and we carried her a lot. not to mention she's doped up on pain meds. but she improves daily *thank god* and she ( Read more... )

When you see this on your friend list, quote some Shakespeare.

"Doubt thou the stars are fire; Doubt that the sun doth move; Doubt truth to be a liar; But never doubt I love"
-Hamlet

so the sims obsession has kicked back in. got the makin' magic expansion pack. can't stop. i want sims 2 so bad! *squeezes eyes shut real tight* i don't get the appeal. i really don't. it's little people in my computer who i have to tell the go to the bathroom and to sleep otherwise they'll pass out on the floor and piss themselves. so why can't i ( Read more... )

bored. class ended at 10. i left around 10:30, took a shower, picked up kid, ate breakfast at waffle house, took kid to his driver's test (HE PASSED!), went to target so kid should buy lisa this jacket she liked, took kid to lisa's apartment, departed. now i is bored again. kid's a fun.... umm... kid. *damnit* alas, i had to give him back his hat. ( Read more... )

Name six songs that you are currently digging ... it doesn't matter what genre they are from, whether they have words or even if they're any good but they must be songs you're really enjoying right now. Post these instructions and then list the six artists and the songs in your LiveJournal. Then tag six other people to see what they're listening to ( Read more... )

so i haven't posted anything in here in a very long time. hell... i haven't even checked my friends list in god only knows how long. but here i be.. because i was reading a story on brit's lj and it reminded me that i have one. yay! no longer working for applebee's. ummm... went to disneyworld... galadriel had five kittens. oo! played ninjas with ( Read more... )

lately i feel rearranged... like a vase that was broken and glued back together by a small child there are pieces missing and i can't get them back can't find them and all the time i'm either laughing or crying and there's a lack of an in between but i figure if i drown it away smoke it away starve it away i might be okay but instead i'm just tired ( Read more... )