fuck everything

[b100dyromance]

Ahh... im in such a bad fucking mood. I swear my mom hates me and only wants to make my life miserable. I wish I could just move away. away from everythign i know. away from eveyone i know, and just leave everything behind. I hate this shit so much. I wish i were going to college next year just so i can go far away and never come back. i hate

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[murry]

god is watching out for us jay. i know he is. with out suffering there would be no compassion. he is there for us in the end, and when you feel like you have no one to turn to, hes there. i know he is. its hard to have the amazing moments and memories and not have faith and believe. before i sound like some religious psycho, i'll stop. im/call me tonight and i will tell you a story. dont go far away, i will miss you :(.
<3

You are the love of my life.

[candleinthelite]

I don't think you realize how fucking important you are. It hurts me Jay, it really hurts me, just knowing how upset and angry you are. I wish I could take all that pain away from you and make you happy 24/7, but I can't - only you can. I know at times you just want everything to go away and you hate everything and everyone. But you really are important in this world, especially to me. You've been there for me through everything. And I know at times I don't appreciate you as much as I should, but you really are amazing. I take for granted the few times I actually get to see you, because in a few months, I'm not going to be able to. I don't know what I'm going to do without you next year. In conclusion - I love you and try and be strong baby. You'll be 18 soon and hopefully you can get out of that hell hole. <3 You know I'm always here, and I always will be.