I feel like all of my friends are pushing away from me. I feel like I dont know them anymore and they dont know me. I dont like feeling like this. I just want to get out of the house know and hang out with some of my friends and catch up on whats going on because I hate not knowing what is going on. I love you all.

Have you ever gotten that feeling where you just didnt know. There isnt any reason behind it, you just felt like you just didnt know. I have that feeling and it is really weird. I feel lost and confused and like I just dont know. I dont like this feeling. Its not a good one. The only thing that feel that I do know is that I need some help and

Have you ever thought about someone and realized how much you care for them and how much you miss them. I hate it when it happens.

Don't you hate it when you try to do something nice to and for someone and they don't even appreciate it. Then, after, when it wasn't even you, it was partly you and partly someone else, you get blamed for it and yelled at. I don't know if anyone else has had an experence like this, but they suck. I don't really want to say much more, later.

A little update, My sunburn is doing a lot better. I cant wait to go to church tonight, I'm hella bored right now and I'm waiting. Yeah, I'm done with my boring update.

Yestreday I went to wapred tour and it was awesome. There were so many good bands there and I met up with a lot of friends. I got a really bad sun burn, it is dark red and a lot of people who have seen me can tell you that it is really bad. A lot of people who saw me couldn't get over how red I was. Anyway, while I was there I saw The Starting line ( Read more... )

Warped Tout is today, I can't wait, it is going to be so awesome, I'm leaving in like 30min. Whooooooooooooooooo.

Today is just not my day. Everything is going wrong and nothing is going right. I think have bad luck or something First it one thing, then another, then another, then another and the sad thing is that if I would have just , I dont know. I'm so confused. I think I just need to sit down and think about things and get my mind back together and back ( Read more... )

I'm fucking tired of getting in trouble for other people's shit. I wasnt doing anything wrong, everyone is like you should have been telling him this and that, I have, that is what I was doing damit. Stop fucking harassing me. A lot of people call me a really good friend because I will cover up for my friends no matter what and I'm fucking sick and ( Read more... )

Church was awesome, I had a lot of fun. But know I'm back at home and hella bored so if anyone wants to hang out, call me or something because I'm not doing anything all day and theres no girls group tonight. Thats two weeks in a row, that sux. But ohh well, I will just have to wait until next week. Later.