What Life Brings You (3/--)
TItle: What Life Brings You
Author: b2utynb2st
Pairings: JunKwang, Kikwang/OC... others? idk
Rating: PG-13 (for swearing)
Genre: Romance, Angst, more angst.
Summary:Junhyung is in love with Kikwang… But Kikwang decided to get married. Everything seemed to be so down for Junhyung these days, he couldn’t take it. He’s thought about suicide many times but has never actually done it… then a car crash happens...
A/N: well, i wrote this while i was in math class... the most boring class ever. and its also pretty short.. no ideas are coming ;A;
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Chapter 3: Amnesia
-Junhyung POV-
There was a person standing next to my cot, he said my name and I looked up. He was familiar, I wonder who he was? He had a really nice smile on his face; a warm feeling came to me when he spoke.
“Who are you?” He didn’t answer. There was a look of shock on his face, I didn’t know why. I was going to ask again but he suddenly hugged me. Then there was something warm on my shoulder, was he crying? I asked again. “What’s wrong?” He just kept crying.
He’s odd.
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-4 Days Later-
The place that the nice person let me live in was really big, a huge mansion. To thank him, I made breakfast for him everyday. He would always smile at me each morning and say, “Good morning, Junhyung… did you have a good sleep?” I would always tell him the strange things that I had dreamt the day before, he asked me to do so.
Usually I would dream about events… it felt so real, as if it was something that already happened. The nice person was always in my dreams; I looked really happy in there… Where did that bliss go?
He said that his name was Kikwang, Lee Kikwang. For some reason, I couldn’t smile or laugh. I wanted to be cheerful but there was always that empty feeling in my chest, as if a lock had been set there. There was a girl that came everyday to visit, she said that her name was Hyo Jung. She was very pretty, and she was really nice to me.
I was sitting on a chair in the balcony, the birds were chirping cheerfully and I watched as many different colored cars passed by. The world was so happy, I often felt jealous that they could smile, when I have this blank look planted on my face.
“I’m taking you to school today.” Kikwang gave me a uniform and told me to change into it, and gave me a bag. It all seemed so familiar, yet so strange and far away. It seemed as if I already knew everything… But it was locked up somewhere deep inside.
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-Kikwang POV-
I couldn’t stand to look at him this way, being oblivious to everyone and not remembering who I was. It had been four days already… four very painful days. Junhyung hadn’t made any improvements in his memory-loss; the doctors said the crash had given him a concussion and hurt his skull, causing amnesia. I decided to take him to school today, since he had almost healed from all the injuries.
He looked excited, but he still had that blank look in his eyes. Now he seemed so lifeless, nothing like the Junhyung Hyung I once knew… When we entered the school gates; the people started staring at us. It was the fact that Junhyung hadn’t gone to school for one week straight already, they also stared because of the bandages all over his body. Junhyung was kind of popular in this school; everyone seemed to like his easygoing nature.
Some girls came up to us; all wearing concerned looks on their faces. The one in a miniskirt and had golden yellow hair spoke up. “Oppa… What happened to you…? Are you okay?” The miniskirt girl looked like one of Junhyung’s past girlfriends, but of course he wouldn’t remember her anymore.
“…I’m all right.” He answered coldly, then walked past her, not even looking back at her. I could see hurt emitting from the girl’s eyes but I didn’t bother giving a crap or saying anything. I led Junhyung over to the classroom.
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-Hyo Jung POV-
The world turned into a more hostile place after Junhyung’s accident. Right now it’s lunchtime and Junhyung’s silently eating his food beside me. We’re sitting on the rooftop of the school; the sky is blue and clear. The school days are so much sadder without Junhyung’s joking and laughing. If I had to give something up forever, something very important to me, just to see him smile again, I would.
I can’t deny it. The fact that I like Junhyung is so obvious, anyone would be able to tell. That's why I want him to be happy, is that too much to ask for? He couldn’t have forgotten, all those moments that he shared with Kikwang, he was so happy. It’s all so complicated.
“Junhyung, what do you think about school?” He shrugged and said, “Its okay I guess.” Obviously, trying to make small talk with him didn’t work. I sighed and continued eating my kimchi.
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-Junhyung POV-
There are always these flashbacks, a warm smile; someone grabbing my hand, but the person’s face is always too blurred to see. I always feel extreme happiness after those flashbacks, as if the person is someone I’ve known and loved for lifetimes already. The more I think about it, the more I get these major headaches, resulting in me needing to go to the school nurse.
There are many pieces to the puzzle that I’ve remembered, but I can never string them together. There’s one last piece that I can’t seem to find, the most important one.
Who is it?
~
Hyo Jung was sitting beside me while we ate; it felt like a really awkward 4 minutes before she spoke up. “So what do you think about school?” I have to say, it’s pretty damn boring. I just shrugged and said, “Its okay I guess.” She laughed, turned around to face the south building and continued to eat. Her laugh really reminded me of something… like in those flashbacks. Is she… is she the one? The one I’ve been dreaming about, the one I can’t get out of my mind?
It made sense. I mean, she always takes care of me, tells me the directions if I get lost and she buys me stuff. In my head, I can’t seem to remember anything that happened in the past, I can only remember from the day I woke up on that hospital bed. Whenever I try to remember, the head-splitting feeling comes back.
I couldn’t help but think that Hyo Jung was my past girlfriend. If that was the case, then she must be feeling so depressed right now, because I couldn’t remember who she was. Both her and Kikwang have that sad look on their faces, even when they smiled. The fact that she makes my heart skip a beat when I’m around her proves to me more that she might’ve been something special to me.
I’m just going to go straight out and confess.
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Chapter: (o1 // o2)
Author: b2utynb2st
Pairings: JunKwang, Kikwang/OC... others? idk
Rating: PG-13 (for swearing)
Genre: Romance, Angst, more angst.
Summary:Junhyung is in love with Kikwang… But Kikwang decided to get married. Everything seemed to be so down for Junhyung these days, he couldn’t take it. He’s thought about suicide many times but has never actually done it… then a car crash happens...
A/N: well, i wrote this while i was in math class... the most boring class ever. and its also pretty short.. no ideas are coming ;A;
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Chapter 3: Amnesia
-Junhyung POV-
There was a person standing next to my cot, he said my name and I looked up. He was familiar, I wonder who he was? He had a really nice smile on his face; a warm feeling came to me when he spoke.
“Who are you?” He didn’t answer. There was a look of shock on his face, I didn’t know why. I was going to ask again but he suddenly hugged me. Then there was something warm on my shoulder, was he crying? I asked again. “What’s wrong?” He just kept crying.
He’s odd.
~
-4 Days Later-
The place that the nice person let me live in was really big, a huge mansion. To thank him, I made breakfast for him everyday. He would always smile at me each morning and say, “Good morning, Junhyung… did you have a good sleep?” I would always tell him the strange things that I had dreamt the day before, he asked me to do so.
Usually I would dream about events… it felt so real, as if it was something that already happened. The nice person was always in my dreams; I looked really happy in there… Where did that bliss go?
He said that his name was Kikwang, Lee Kikwang. For some reason, I couldn’t smile or laugh. I wanted to be cheerful but there was always that empty feeling in my chest, as if a lock had been set there. There was a girl that came everyday to visit, she said that her name was Hyo Jung. She was very pretty, and she was really nice to me.
I was sitting on a chair in the balcony, the birds were chirping cheerfully and I watched as many different colored cars passed by. The world was so happy, I often felt jealous that they could smile, when I have this blank look planted on my face.
“I’m taking you to school today.” Kikwang gave me a uniform and told me to change into it, and gave me a bag. It all seemed so familiar, yet so strange and far away. It seemed as if I already knew everything… But it was locked up somewhere deep inside.
~
-Kikwang POV-
I couldn’t stand to look at him this way, being oblivious to everyone and not remembering who I was. It had been four days already… four very painful days. Junhyung hadn’t made any improvements in his memory-loss; the doctors said the crash had given him a concussion and hurt his skull, causing amnesia. I decided to take him to school today, since he had almost healed from all the injuries.
He looked excited, but he still had that blank look in his eyes. Now he seemed so lifeless, nothing like the Junhyung Hyung I once knew… When we entered the school gates; the people started staring at us. It was the fact that Junhyung hadn’t gone to school for one week straight already, they also stared because of the bandages all over his body. Junhyung was kind of popular in this school; everyone seemed to like his easygoing nature.
Some girls came up to us; all wearing concerned looks on their faces. The one in a miniskirt and had golden yellow hair spoke up. “Oppa… What happened to you…? Are you okay?” The miniskirt girl looked like one of Junhyung’s past girlfriends, but of course he wouldn’t remember her anymore.
“…I’m all right.” He answered coldly, then walked past her, not even looking back at her. I could see hurt emitting from the girl’s eyes but I didn’t bother giving a crap or saying anything. I led Junhyung over to the classroom.
~
-Hyo Jung POV-
The world turned into a more hostile place after Junhyung’s accident. Right now it’s lunchtime and Junhyung’s silently eating his food beside me. We’re sitting on the rooftop of the school; the sky is blue and clear. The school days are so much sadder without Junhyung’s joking and laughing. If I had to give something up forever, something very important to me, just to see him smile again, I would.
I can’t deny it. The fact that I like Junhyung is so obvious, anyone would be able to tell. That's why I want him to be happy, is that too much to ask for? He couldn’t have forgotten, all those moments that he shared with Kikwang, he was so happy. It’s all so complicated.
“Junhyung, what do you think about school?” He shrugged and said, “Its okay I guess.” Obviously, trying to make small talk with him didn’t work. I sighed and continued eating my kimchi.
~
-Junhyung POV-
There are always these flashbacks, a warm smile; someone grabbing my hand, but the person’s face is always too blurred to see. I always feel extreme happiness after those flashbacks, as if the person is someone I’ve known and loved for lifetimes already. The more I think about it, the more I get these major headaches, resulting in me needing to go to the school nurse.
There are many pieces to the puzzle that I’ve remembered, but I can never string them together. There’s one last piece that I can’t seem to find, the most important one.
Who is it?
~
Hyo Jung was sitting beside me while we ate; it felt like a really awkward 4 minutes before she spoke up. “So what do you think about school?” I have to say, it’s pretty damn boring. I just shrugged and said, “Its okay I guess.” She laughed, turned around to face the south building and continued to eat. Her laugh really reminded me of something… like in those flashbacks. Is she… is she the one? The one I’ve been dreaming about, the one I can’t get out of my mind?
It made sense. I mean, she always takes care of me, tells me the directions if I get lost and she buys me stuff. In my head, I can’t seem to remember anything that happened in the past, I can only remember from the day I woke up on that hospital bed. Whenever I try to remember, the head-splitting feeling comes back.
I couldn’t help but think that Hyo Jung was my past girlfriend. If that was the case, then she must be feeling so depressed right now, because I couldn’t remember who she was. Both her and Kikwang have that sad look on their faces, even when they smiled. The fact that she makes my heart skip a beat when I’m around her proves to me more that she might’ve been something special to me.
I’m just going to go straight out and confess.
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Chapter: (o1 // o2)