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so if you have heard the rumors, they aren't true.

i didn't cut my hair..
i ruined my life.

ha.

j/k.
it is nasty though...i hate it.

no matter how much i shower i still stink.

its true.

its ok..
 my mind is here to keep me company.
           you can all begin to smile now.

i dunno what i am trying to be, though.

i miss the beach at night.
i miss my youth group.
i miss the view i had behind the microphone.
i miss zach.
i miss my hair.
i miss downloading music.
i miss perfect.
i miss dancing for amanda in the car.
i miss driving.
i miss my art class.
i miss youth trips.
i miss seniority.
i miss comfortable.
i miss long hugs.
i miss that feeling.
i miss water pressure.
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i got a letter today,
   and my favorite part was when it said..
"you know, you were the only reason that i would check for dried toothpaste on my face every morning"
i love it.i love him.

i'm going to demopolis with my 3 new friends. This should be fun and interesting.hehe.

rest is what i need...
       but more importantly i need rest in Him.

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sometimes things just get too out of hand
    and you have to dance, and laugh at yourself..
because its entertaining how bad you are
and that you are watching yourself in the mirror.

but i haven't done that today. Just been mad about a certain jump drive that seems to have had my entire life on it.

and then those grades that aren't so great.
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i seem to be holding onto a fading identity.
i should kiss these letters and whisper good-bye...

these memories are all i have.

i'll pack them up and store them high above my head,
because thats what we're supposed to do.
  and when everyone is done moving on,
i'll be waiting around in the dust of their memories.

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i want to see Elizabethtown,
                                           i used to think i was that cool.
but people can destroy you...
        thats my excuse.
i blame myself.

its almost like i had to start all over from that point.
    so that would make me about 3 years old now...
                              i often give up.
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