9. Death
[Private to Self]
No...No...
I was heartless...So very heartless....
Because he broke it...he broke it...My heart...
That's all I ever wanted...All I wanted from him....
Just some caring...some form of friendship...It didn't even need to be love...To be friends would have made me feel loved enough.
But he sent me out...Alone..Cold...Homeless... I had nowhere to go...There was nothing left for me...
But I wasn't going to go down quietly...I was going to go out with a bang!
Heh heh heh...Yes...Yes! A bang! He'll never forget me! I'll always haunt his memories! I'll make him PAY!
His failure. His FAILURE...yes..Yes....His failure will defeat him at his own game....His failure will become the world's greatest murderer to counter the world's greatest detective.
A bang.
But...It didn't go that way...Naomi ruined it.
Naomi
The amateur detective. The girl I had to guide to the end...and she found out the one part she shouldn't have found out....On her own.
How is that even possible? She was too stupid to figure out the rest....but she found that out?
It's like a stupid fairytale where the good guys win no matter the circumstances.
A fairytale.
I was the villain....I was the bad guy...
All my life, I'd wanted to use my skill for good...and this is how it turned out.
Because of him!
He will pay. I swear, he will pay. I don't care if people can't die here. I'll make him wish he could!
The bleach keeps running out....I keep running out.
Why should I keep running?
Just a little longer, though...Just a little longer...The doll will be finished soon...
He left me to die in prison...Burnt up and deemed crazy. Maybe I was crazy....but I couldn't help it...I can't help I was born with these eyes... I can't help that he never saw the good in what I did for him.
I killed A.
I killed my best friend, my only friend, to save him...and he rejected me...and left me to die.
Dying...might not be so bad again...It was peaceful after death..I remember....It was peaceful...until I got here.
Victim 1 Believe Bridesmaid
Victim 2 Quarter Queen
Victim 3 Backyard Bottomslash
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Beyond Birthday
The L.A.B.B. Murder Cases
Los Angeles B.B.
L comes After Beyond Birthday.
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I will never forget my victim's names. They were all mine. Their fates had even decided they were mine. So perfect...for there to be people with the right initials for my case so conveniently placed for me...
Mine.
My case.
The case that was to defeat L. The case to shame L.
The case to ruin L and drive him insane.
Just as I was insane...
I hate suicide...I believe it is wrong... I hate murder...I believe it is wrong.
I hate fire. I used it to punish myself...I used it to cleanse me of my sins.
L needs cleansing...He continues to deny his sins...
He had thought of suicide. He had left me alone.
He had been so selfish.
And he still is so very selfish.
He needs to be cleansed. He needs to be purified. He seems so pure on the outside...but he is dark...He is so very dark and dirty on the inside.
I died in prison... I died screaming his name.
Help me. Help me, Luke! I can't move! I can't move! I can't escape! Help me! I know you're there! I know you're watching! You have to be! Help me! I know you're not dead yet! Save me! Save-!
Killed by Kira. Kira.
Killed like a common criminal. Killed like a worthless man, just like a common rapist or purse-snatcher.
I was the opposite of worthless! I was a mastermind! I AM a mastermind!
I'm not a common criminal.
But I was defeated by Kira...just as L was defeated by Kira.
And Kira is here. I know him.
Yet...Suddenly...I don't want to hurt him as much.... He gave me peace... He sent me to a wonderful, peaceful place.
It was whoever pulled me to this damned place that I should hate. Him and L.
I hate them.
And I will have my revenge.
Heh
Heh heh.
Oh god, ha! Ha ha ha ha!
It's perfect! It's so perfect!
I can't wait!
Let the wedding bells ring, my dear! I will make sure it's unforgettable, my love!
[/Private To Self]