Attempt #2

[b_before_l]

((I will full warn everyone that most all of B's entries from here on out will either sound suicidal or be talking about his various suicide attempts. If anyone is squicked by that, then don't read.))The first attempt was in the forest. I will not log that

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[meticulous_grey]

Perhaps you will find a way. I hope that you do.

[guardian_conrad]

I would like to meet you. I don´t approve the way things are going.

I don´t know the exact details but I would like to offer my help. And I mean not my help to kill you!

Private

[b_before_l]

(Go ahead and start a thread whenever you wish. I'm going to have very busy weekend ahead of me, so replies will be sparse.)

Well, hearing that is a rarity nowadays.

I suppose no matter whether you are being truthful or tricking me, I have nothing to lose. I'm in an abandoned house in the woods. Here are the exact coordinates:

(insert coordinates here)

I'm sorry that I will not have the ability to offer you most hospitalities that I would offer guests. I'm a bit bedridden at the moment.

Re: Private

[guardian_conrad]

((ooc: No problem. I will be busy myself. So we will even each other out.))

I can give you my word that I don´t want to trick you. Are you in need of medical attention? I will bring something with me. Don´t attack me. I have brown hair, a green uniform and carry a sword. My wing color is grey. So that you will recognize me.

I will see you soon.

Re: Private

[b_before_l]

I have medical attention..but a lack of painkillers. Could you possibly bring some morphine? We have most everything else here.

You will recognize me when you see me. I guarantee it. I have even more wounds than after Duo got a hold of me.

They should make a blood drive just around me. It seems my blood is limitless. You can't even die of blood loss here. That's how fucked up this place is.

[second_soldier]

Why are you doing this?

If you don't like your condition at the moment, you change it. If you feel like you're tumbling down, you rise up. Suicide is never the answer. Yes, I know, we're all dead here but don't you think what you're doing is going a little overboard?

[b_before_l]

Every time I tried to change my condition, in life and death, I always ended up back where I originally was.

I rose up. Now I have fallen again.

There is nothing I will ever truly have but pain. There is no point in living of death and destruction are the only things that follow me.

...Jomy's not going to stop until he knocks some sense into him, fyi xp

[second_soldier]

Then keep trying.

Don't talk as if you're the only one that experienced that sort of stuff. If you think that, then change it. Consider it as a challenge. Something you need to overcome.

Everyone experiences pain. Some more than others... but these ones are the ones that grow stronger. Don't let these challenges defeat you.

Well, he can keep trying xD

[b_before_l]

I never said I was the only one. Do not twist my words.

I am not the only one who gets hurt in my endeavors. Many people would consider my death a blessing, including myself.