i dont care about school anymore. which really isnt good at all. i dont do work anymore cause i dont care. well i do it i just dont do it well. like i've had enough time to do stuff this weekend but i just didnt want to. i feel like i dont have any wokr but i totally do im just not doing it. all i can think about is like italy or other ( Read more... )

ahhhhhhhhhhhh dramaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i hate drama and boys. their wicked annoying. like i just dont like them. im not excited for semi this year. like i love my dress but im not even excited. it'll be fun to go and dance and stuff but i have completely no expectations whatsoever. which is good i guess but not much fun. ahhhh i really ( Read more... )

life sucks. like a lot. like before i was like yea its really not that bad and everyone elses sucks and everything is good except friends.....yea well that changed. im not even gonna go into but like everything sucks. like my presentation sucked a lot. im sick. italy....welll lets not even go there. i keep getting in fights and i feel like no ( Read more... )

so my mom thinks my fingers are too skinny. she keeps asking me if im eating. i think she thinks im dieting or something but im really not at all. like i swear this is just natural. i don't think i even look that differently. like i honestly dont get y people dont recognize me. i mean don as JOYCES DAD who've i know forever didnt know who I ( Read more... )

yea ok so im NOT gonna b made. so pissed i didnt even get an interview cause there were too many poeple/ the lady sucked ass. arghhhh anyway doesnt really matter ( Read more... )

im gonna be made into a salsa dancer or some kinda spanish ballroom dancer. im like wicked clumsy and not exaclty sultry/sexy soooo id be perfect! plus itd be sooo cool to be on tv. thats right....they basically already picked me..
so im gonna go to bed at 10 on a sat night...I KNOW YOU'RE JEALOUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

eveythings so sad. like i cant believe that happened and its so depressing. of course i find out when im writing my paper on happiness...how ironic ( Read more... )

so i've realized i've gotten waaaaay bitchier. like at swim team today i was such a bitch and i didnt even know y. like i kept making fun of andy for like no reason and i could tell i was being bitchy but like couldnt stop. like i can feel myself being bitchy and like uber talkative with stories and stuff but i dont know y. i think its cause i ( Read more... )

im completely drained i cant even handle it. basketball is so intense now. like everyday i come home and im just like tv and food cause i dont have enough energy for anything else. i dont even have enough energy to by angry. like so much stress. my neck even hurts from so much stress. i have sooooooooooooooo much to do for bio its insane. and i ( Read more... )

who wants to be part of my experiment for my bio project?!?!?!??!?!? i know u all do!!! all u have to do is write down in a journal each day wat your grateful for in that day. i know it sounds stupid but its supposed to make you happier. and it only has to be like 5 things. not a lot. but i TOTALLY know everyone wants to be happier!!!!! so ( Read more... )