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[b_for_beth]

Why do I even try? Why make plans? They always fall through. Why study my ass off? I will just fail in the end. Why try to be nice and friendly to people? They always take advantage of me and make me feel like shit. Why? I can't take this. Everything is just building up. I feel sooooooo entirely alone here. It doesn't matter. Fuck it.

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[soundless_sea]

beth beth beth you are a lovely person, don't ever let anyone tell you or treat you otherwise. things might be rough right now but keep being friendly and nice and smart and the pay off will come. the worse things might seem now, the better they will be later- i promise. you're never going to look back and regret being nice to people- if they take advantage of you, they're not the kind of people you want to be friends with anyway. fuck em. i know we haven't talked much since the summer but you know you can always, ALWAYS give me a call if you need to talk to someone or just vent about life.

keep your chin up chica- two weeks till thanksgiving!
good luck with everything <3 stacey