I hate being a crazy girl.

[b_rated_actor]

A couple nights ago, my boyfriend told me he dreamed differently when he slept with me. He always has these dreams where this girl who is what he believes to be physical perfection-- dark almost black, but red hair, blue eyes, freckles, slim, small body-- and him hang out, he eventually hits on her and she eventually rejects them. That's how the

Comments

[concisumplumbum]

I don't really have an answer for your deeper issues, but her complexion sounds like it would look weird.

[grrr_betsy]

Darling girl, we are all a little crazy, especially when it comes to someone we trust with our hearts. Of course, what I am about to say will do nothing to change that feeling (the one that is like a million pounds pressing down on your lungs while someone tightens a vice around your heart) at least it gives another objective base. Chances are, he's not the most attractive person in the world to you either, but there is something else that draws you in. Think about all the times you've felt attracted to someone who you don't even find very good looking and think about what it is about them that would make you want to date them instead that hollow person with the perfect face (and even perfect ahem something else...;) ) After all, anyone who is true for you and I is someone who sees with the heart and feels with the mind and I truly believe that love makes someone more beautiful than whatever your definition of perfect might be

[b_rated_actor]

I love you, Betsy! You're too far.