So I decided I am going  back to NH to finish up my retarded school year. I was going to go to Stamford High but it turns out to be a place where drugs, gangs, brawls and other cool things happen very often. I'm not afraid of those things but everyone else is. I can't believe I'm going to be 18 soon. Tattoos EVERYWHERE. And more pircings. Lots of ( Read more... )

YEAH!!!!! Laura is coming to get me and I am going to live there cause my momsie dearest doesn't want me and we get to go grocery shopping and OH MY FUN FUN FUN!!!!!!!!!! My mom has pretty much said I'm going to be attending Stamford Central which sucks cause I don't know anyone down there but I will. I hope. I can't believe I get to stay with ( Read more... )

ughhhhhhhh. I have allergies to kill a camel. Speaking of camels, I had a dream I rode one around in someones mansion. Then the sun fell. I should just not dream. I'm watching little people big world and it is just great. I want to start a show called giant people little world that focuses on people with giantism. how mo fucking sweet. I have to go ( Read more... )

School is almost out!!!!! TO EVERYONE: There is going to be a partay at Livermoore and if you are not there to listen to music with me I will hunt you down and then scream in your face. I can scream really loud and long. I have huge lungs.  I get to see my sisters soon!!!! I miss them lots. FUCK FUCK FUCK KCUF KUFC UCFK shit. I'm to angry for my ( Read more... )

Loud music. Indie singles. The occasional album. Trash fashion. Hair dye. Lots of alcohol. Lots of drugs. Vomiting. Pogoing. Posing. Indiscriminate sex. The clap. Tattoos. Bad-smelling clubs. Garbage. Cops. Watching the sun come up after being out all night, a lot. Sleep deprivation. Hangovers. Hallucinations. Passionate conversations about not ( Read more... )

I'm going to show with music I don't like, but that is OK!! Cause Im going with people I do like. AND THIS SATURDAY I AM GETTING A HAWK. Yes, you read that one right, a mo hizzzzawk. Possible a tri-hawk. I don't know as of yet. I'm so excited (and everyone should be too) I can and probably will throw someone through a window. Wanna know what? I ( Read more... )

POO POO FACE. I can't do my tri-hawk yetttttttt. Oh that makes me SOOO mad!! See, the deal was, I was going to Jades house. And her step fafa has a really good hair shaver thing, and TA mofucking DA I was going to have a tri-hawk. Yeah, not so much. I'm going to be hiding in Kimkim sheries house Tuesday so I will probably be stalking those nasty ( Read more... )

I hate living in cheap apartments. I really do. Right now one of my neighbors has been listening to shitty music REALLY loud for a VERY long time. It is litteraly driving me INSANE. They have this one song on repeat for so long I want to jump out my window. But the only thing that would happen is I would be outside and the music would still be ( Read more... )

This weekend was... oh shit. I had ridiculous amounts of fun. And alcohol. And ciggerettes. At one point I was somking 3 ciggerettes at a time. But that's ok, who really needs lungs anyway? It was the party to end all parties. The music sucked, but I had no say because I STILL CAN'T FIND MY MO FUCKING CD'S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ughhhhh. Everyone but 2 ( Read more... )

UGHHHHHHHH. I want friends who care about the state of the world and will squat with me. I want to squat so bad!!! Not pee pee squat, staying in an abandoned house and cheating the government squat. HAHAHAHAHA!!!!! I'm slowly losing my mind and I have detention. I want drugs and no one has any. I haven't done anything in FOREVER. I don't 'do drugs ( Read more... )