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depressed
What am i to you. Lost in my thought. i have this ever so offen, i am really insuce about what i think of myself ( Read more... ) -
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what the fuck is goin on. its turning into every other thing in the past. but this time its harder because i am not fucking there. what. ever fucking time. every fucking time. this shit happens am i to nice of a guy or what. will i ever find the right one. well its 0003 here and i have pt at fucking 0530. fucking laundry. mom keep out and do ( Read more... ) -
alot of thoughts
i do not know. i have just got a rumor about my deployment. looks like i will not be at fair at all this year or christmas. what i have heard is that i am beening deployed to afgan in aug. or so. and out there for 7 months. i do not know how to react to this. i mean i signed up to fight for our country.
i am listening to the bagpipes and drum. i do ( Read more... ) -
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marine in trouble. need help in relationship advice. need help from older and more knowledge able people. but as i am here i am doing fine out here in MCB Hawaii. just got my camra so will be loading pic up soon. next thrusday i turn 21 yea for me. onother year another age. well that is it. just need some help in relationship. mom keep your month -
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i did not know what it is, but its something to do with a womens vocie that is so relaxing. no matter how mad you are or pissed off about something. just hearing a women with a sweet vocie is just so relaxing. i mean when i am just depressed about something i pick the phone up and call my girl or my mother, just by hearing their vocie makes me feel ( Read more... ) -
gaols
United states MARINE
Eagle scout- 2004
firefighter
EMT
lifeguard
headlifeguard
swim teacher
asst scout master
son
brother
freind
boyfreind
listener
rolemodel
rein man-i am in to everything
student- college
joke
thug
geek
nerd
each one of the words i wrote up top is something i am. you mite not agree with them but i am. in the past 20 years of my life, i have done ( Read more... ) -
dad
there is only one man in the world i would love to spend more time with. i spwnt my time with him doing lawn to help support the family. that taught me that no matter what family comes first above all. next he was always relaxed about everything. it seemed he didnt care but when i fucked up or some thing he was still relaxed and was ok. you know ( Read more... ) -
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ok so i am final here in the greatest place in the world hawaii with no fuck rein fair with in about 1000 miles so i am fucking pissed. i willl make do. i am all settled in my room and shit. i have a cool lay back roommate. the other marines i work with are cool and layed back to. right now mostly of the unit i am apart of are in afgan and iraq ( Read more... )
