Comments | babalonspawn: Again with the writing?!

babalonspawn

Again with the writing?!

Nov 09, 2007 12:25

Yes I am back. I got rid of myspace so I figured this would be a good place to write (when I actually do it). Things have been interesting of late, have been working with the symbols and messages in the astral. Trying to reintegrate myself with my other. It's been causing some issues, mild disassociative behavior, loss of self (did I ever have ( Read more... )

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babalonspawn November 12 2007, 18:40:39 UTC

It is it is! Yeah I took the post down, because I figured that no one could help me with it, should have left it up longer. Nope I wasn't abducted by aliens, I was helping them come up with a new product to bleach hair instantly. It didn't work out, but we will keep trying! Yeah I knew you weren't writing much either. But hopefully we will get a huge creative streak going and start writing novels. Ah well, baby steps first... :D

dragonrose1125 November 14 2007, 05:18:45 UTC

I was wondering where you went! Glad to see you writing here at the very least. I noticed this post and thought, "hey, i can relate to this in a major way".

I went through a period of this 'reintegration' thing in late 2005, early 2006... it was rough, though well worth it. I also experienced dissociative behavior, though mild compared to some i know; even went so far as to research and study multiple personality disorders, etc... i really had no idea what i was going through or what i was dealing with.

My LJ is on a friends only lock and I recently friended you, but if you're interested, you're welcome to read my entries from that period to get an idea of what i experienced, how i dealt with it (which wasn't all that well at the time), what i discovered about it and myself... your experience may be incredibly different, of course, but comparing notes with another can be helpful, I find.

Take care,

Rose

babalonspawn November 14 2007, 05:35:14 UTC

Hey Rose,

Great to see you and thank you for that opportunity! The problem with the integration it seems is that I was the one to cause the break in the first place. My "other" was causing some very questionable behavior which concerned me so I sealed it off. Unfortunately it seems that things have never been the same since. But I feel now, that cutting it off was a form of running away from, well my shadow and that to become whole again I need to embrace that.

Hope you are doing well Rose, and look forward to hearing from you...
Babalonspawn

dragonrose1125 November 14 2007, 05:47:40 UTC

Ah, yeah... seems our experiences are very different. My 'other' sauntered into my space in an unusual way but proved to be quite helpful. She just up and sauntered back out before I was ready for her to leave... kind of left me hanging to say the least, as well as big time confused. I honestly had no clue because I never experienced anything like that before and hadn't been exposed to all things 'chaos' at that point. I have a much better understanding now ( ... )