hi

[babay9]

so i dont have a lot of time to write.. heres the update. ash knows that i know that she sent the journal and didnt bother to say oh im sorry or at least try to talk to me.. im not the kind of person that holds grudges so a simple sorry would have cleared a lot up.. but no.. she decides that she dosent care and just shruggs it off.. so whatever i

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heres my sorry

[ash_sic71889]

Lee if it means that much to you , heres my sorry. And u have no right to say that i dont care because i do , just not towards agreeing with you or "being on you side". if i didnt care at all i wouldnt have gotten involved in the first place. i dont get why it was such a big deal of Chelsie seeing that convo, it shouldnt cause it was with her wasent it? so u shouldnt of gotten offended seeing as it was her you were taking to , and for the fact of the few statements after that convo in that journal entry..well it probably wasent that big of a suprise because she knew you were mad or else u guys wouldnt be fighting!?!? so i dont see why ur making a big deal outta this... but for what its worth I AM SORRY that chelsie was on my computer while i was downstairs and reading your thoughts that she probably knew all along so therefore it didnt matter anyways. But for the fact it makes you feel better I'll say it again, IM SORRY

[babay9]

No ash it wasnt even that.. u knew that those were personal and i didnt want the fight to continue on any more than that, so thats why i posten them in the journal and not to her face.. i just needed to get them out and i thougbnt if i had told them to ehr that would just prolong all of this.. i dont care if u agree with me or on on my side or whatever, i just figured that uw ould be that much of a friend not to share them.. but whatever im so done with this fight and this whole situation cause its getting out of hand, dont u think.. and i dont need ur apologies cause the only reason u r apologizing is because i called u on it.. and u arent even apologizng for what u did, u r apologizing for how it made me feel andthat chelise read it,, iw anted u to apoligize for doing it so whatever,, im just gonna pretend nothing ever happened.. alright? just plaese dont ever do that again cause it kinda hurt..alright.. thats all.. im out.. talk to u.. i dont even know.. later..

well

[ash_sic71889]

ya know what dont accept it, do what u want, atlease know that i did mean it and if you dont beleive me then thats cool too, u dont wanna talk , whatever. i dont care anymore im not geting involved.. well im out i gottta shower and get ready to go to logans show

by the way it wasent the most mature to talk about me in lunch friday while i was sitting there, whatever i'd like to but this behind us and atleast be able to talk , but like u siad to chelsie its up to you

byes

Re: well

[babay9]

by the way it wasent the most mature to talk about me in lunch friday while i was sitting there.....what did i say.. i mean i dont really remeber and i told u i didnt accept it because u dont mean it.. if u meant it u would have said something to me earlier instead of shrugging it off as u did.. but ash.. thats why i said i dont care anymore.. im over it.. so yeah.. but really what did i say?

Re: well

[ash_sic71889]

i belive what you said was " i wonder how i feels backstabing, not to have it done to you cause well i know what that feels like but to actually do it to someone"

but whatever im over it, i wanna put this behind me