sry i haven't updated me computre wouldn't let me!!!! so me and andy r together, but my friends are suffering, not really because of him more or less because i have been so bizzy, its wired but i CAN NOT WAIT FOR SCHOOL i mean i wont have to work ar andything at least as much, i can h/o with people, and neil is goign to b at my skoo( my lil bro if ( Read more... )

i love life, things r going just how i want them to, what can i say, life can't get much better, got the guy i want, and we r doing great, who knows what will happen next, i guess i will just let time take its course, libby is now in colorado and i thinkl she is running away from her problems but u no what it isn't me so that is fine with me, i do' ( Read more... )

i have realized many things but one thing that i have realized, is that u can not let a love go, it is imposable, so to u andy i will always love. now i am living though, living agian, not letting anything hold me back, injoying life and i have not done that in a long ass time, i miss just sitting thinking about not if he is mad at me or if i shoul ( Read more... )

when i look on to my feature, all i can see is me leaveing, getting the fuck out of this place, and not thinking about my past!!! it kinda scares me because i can't help but to think that i am gonna leave everyone behind, i don't want to forget about my past, and im scared i will, not wanting to look at the bad things that came from my past, but ( Read more... )

i remember when i was looking for that love that i once lost, that one that was existing and the one that i never thought i would have after all the bull shit i went through, i just don't understand this, i cann't beleave that i found this love that went missing, i never thought i would b able to open my heart open, but i realize that there is life ( Read more... )

so have u ever realized that when u are a kid ur parents are all over u, they r kinda in ur face, everytime something goes bad, so they can catch u, but as u get older they go away, where i dunno, in there own lifes, trying to deal with life, yet not helping the ones they brought into this world. for me, my dad is there to give me advice, but i don ( Read more... )

if u only knew how much u ment to me, u would hold me forever ( Read more... )

u can never tell how much i love u, i think of u constantly, i wear ur shirt out, till the smell is gone, and even then i wont give it back, i just take something else, i smelled u today, while i was sleeping, dreaming of seeing u agian, not knowing when that is, and missing u every moment!!! i just want u to knowt hat i love u, and u r on m mind ( Read more... )

its not me ( Read more... )

dating is like the forest, when u first enter it u r scared, more than scared scared that u would get hurt,once u get in, u calm down a lil, but with ever lil bump or fly, u get butterflies in ur stomic, then u hit somthing to beautiful to keep looking at, that u start crying, then it comes to a break in the path, one way is the way most people go ( Read more... )