Ball...wasn't that great. I'm sorry to say it but i really didn't have a good time. It wasn't really Tom's fault, but i mean...i don't know. I danced with Ryan...and i felt perfect...like nothing could bring me down. But...after, the guilt set in. I don't know why all of this happened. But i know that because i hurt Ryan i got it back 50 million ( Read more... )

quiz behind the ( cut. )

i wanted you to know i love the way you laugh ( Read more... )

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a song that may represent ( me? )

This mornign started out really crappy. I woke up at like 8:30 with some BAD cramps. But i actually got my friend early so now i won't have it for ball. HORRAY! Now i won't be a complete asshole to everyone! :o) So Tom came and got me at like...1:30 and we went to go fetch Kari. We went to Wegmans and ordered my corsage and shit, and then we went ( Read more... )

Have you ever woke up with the worst anxiety attacks EVER! I think not. They really suck. I can't seem to get to sleep lately..and when i do i either have nightmares and wake up about to scream my head off or i like...jump and am woken up every 10 seconds by my body spazzing. I worked today and i swear to god i must have dropped everything i shake ( Read more... )

I changed my layout...because i get bored so easily ( Read more... )