well i just got done working on my day off! grrr... I thought i didn't have to work yet i did... blah. I don't like that... Well right now i am just sitting here relaxing trying to figure out if i should call matt or not. Oh well... M didn't call me which makes me sad... *lowers head* Oh well... I will see him tomorrow. I also am probably going to ( Read more... )

well today I found out I would be going to the wake tomorrow. Tonight i have to get up and speak for city council... and wow... I dunno. I just feel so blah. numb really. but what can one do really. I really need to find someone to come to the wake with me. I am going for moral support for Dave. My poor buddy. I feel so bad for him. He is the ( Read more... )

well today I hung out with Kara, it was fun. I like talking with her. She is way cool. It has been so crazy this weekend. Deffinatly have to say one of my better ones. So i talked to Blake tonight.. it was funny. argh... i was just thinking something... it just bugs me... I dunno... I guess i will save it for a later entry. I miss megan... i miss ( Read more... )

well today I found out that Dan died... It was kinda sad... but i didn't really know the kid that well... Capt of the wrestling team, i dunno... i am off though to just rest for a few moments

Tonight was awesome. All to the thanks of my two friends. Thanks guys! I worked today... kinda crummy... I mean it was fun and all but 6 hrs... ish... tomorrow i work 6 and a half hours. blah... oh well... I will pull through. I am kinda tired though now... so I think i am going to go to bed and sleep... ahhh, sleep. Monday i have a big night ( Read more... )

today was fun. Sat and talked with my friends for a while during my first off session then I sat and talked during lunch with Merissa. She is so cool. i have to say i really didn't give her a chance. I am glad I did. She isn't just about sex and black people... she does have a life and is a sweetheart. All famous Tim came and sat with me and we ( Read more... )

well I am sitting here realizing I am not going to see my love all weekend... I am going to miss him oh so much :( my poor M. Derek challenged me today... Told me by Monday I have to reach my 40... And the catch is they have to be from Brainerd... 20 bucks says I won't because i just want my M. I only have 5 more months... dang it... to meet that ( Read more... )

Stars glowing ( Read more... )

well as we all know it has been a while since I have updated an actual update... well here is the thing... the only reason why it has been a while is because lately my posts have been private... Just so that way my slanderous beings out there don't use shit against me... but then again some how they always find a way of using something that doesn't ( Read more... )

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