worst nightmare comes to reality

[babi_chika]

dad phoned. spoke to him for the first time in about two years. shaking like crazy

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[hybrid_kitten]

*sigh* I remember hearing a bit about your dad... I'm sorry, Selina, I really don't know what I could say to make you feel better...

[babi_chika]

yea...thought it was over, but obviously it isn't. bah! Stupid people keep on bringing it back up again and I don't like that fact. Just want to forgive and forget. Well...obviously without the forgiving bit. Stuff like that doesn't deserve forgiveness:/

[banofi_gel]

Umm. In my opinion. If I was in your shoes. [kindda knowing what youve told me before]

Use this trial to teh best of your advantage. Get what your intitled to and dont let that piece of scum screw up yer life any longer. You have a oppertunity to get revenge and what you deserve! Yeah hes got loadsa friends and yeah they probally wont be happy about it or with you. Im sure most of them would understand anyway if they knwe how much scum he was!If they had any human emotion anyway. I kindda noticed your really not to well under pressure and stuff. But comon you seriously cant just aviod it all teh time.
Im sure youve seen me write this before. Only teh strongest survive. You have to be one of them. =P DUDE ITS ALL ABOUT BEING HARDCORE! I'll support you all I can anyway!

Best of teh luck,
Me.

[babi_chika]

I kindda noticed your really not to well under pressure and stuff.

Yaa, I guess so. You could say that is one of my bad points about me *shrugs* no one's perfect I guess bah...like I am anywhere near perfection anyways... >.o;

but lol...you never fail to make me smile. Your right, ITS ALL ABOUT BEING HARDCORE and shoving teh weaks to the side!!! xD And I know for a fact that I'm one of them! Otherwise I wouldn't still be standing where I am today

[stardragon04]

Sometimes its easier to let the past go than having to deal with it like its your worst ever nightmare. I know I would rather make things up with my Dad than remind him of all the bad things he did to me....Its bad enough living through the pain once, let alone a second time.

Whatever you decide Selina, Im here for you to talk to...anytime

[babi_chika]

thanks for the offer ricky. :) I won't forget what you said.

RMX

[anonymous]

I guess you 3 know what a scum he is then, well so do I.

People like him shouldn't walk away free after what they have done. I get so angry when everyone else doesn't know what he is truly like and he gets away with it. I don't know why he called you though. I'm sorry Selina but I have to agree with Nadia. If you sort it right now, your nightmare will be gone for good. If you just let it go free, then others will be in danger.

Like Ricky said, it's up to you what you want to do. I ain't going to criticize or judge you 'cause I know what you have been through so I'm going to shut my mouth now before I let loose.

Re: RMX

[babi_chika]

I guess you 3 know what a scum he is then, well so do I.

actually, nad and jess only knows extremely briefly about it. I haven't actually ever gotten into details about how much of a scum selfish twat he is. Or actually told them what he did...

Now I realized the reason why he called me. Its because he was scared about what was now being said about him and scared that this might all go to court and him getting sent to jail. *shrugs* I don't know how this all started up at the moment or whats really going on, but everything still seems to be okay for the time being.

Re: RMX

[anonymous]

Now I realized the reason why he called me. Its because he was scared about what was now being said about him and scared that this might all go to court and him getting sent to jail. *shrugs*

Well DUHHHH!!!!!! He is left wide open so now you can attack him. Give him everything you have and he will go down in the dumps. You have been scared of him for almost your entire life, now he is shitting himself. Send him to jail and he will get what he deserves (if you get what I mean ;-D).

[sugarsmek200]

TBH u dont even have to go through this at all. ur 16 your bloody old enough to move out into a youth hostel or housing associations that help young people move out and there give u ur own flat. my mate charlotte is 16 and she lives in the youth YMCA and she is doing fine on her own. theres no need for u to stay at home now. move out and and get ur own life. and ur 16 now i dont think it wud go to court. u can now choose who u want to be with.

just move out and get ur own place .

[banofi_gel]

That would have to be the most shitty piece of advice I've heard in a long time. Salina moving out her home and moving in a tiny room surrounded by drug dealers is the last thing she needs. Shes in a safe home with her mother fully supporting her. Besides you have to be kicked out your place and homeless to get into one of those places [I should know]. Not that I like to talk for people but she's hardly ready to go out and live on her own. Thats just stupid. And it wont help the court case what so ever. She needs support and help to get through this. Moving out is just running away from it and the problems will always get worse!

[babi_chika]

I appreciate the fact that you are you trying to help me Karen, but like what Nadia said...that is one of the worst things I could do right at this moment.

If you haven't guessed already, I do not live with my dad. So I am okay at home. I'm safe as long as I am with my mum. Plus...if I move out now, not only I would have no where to live because of my circumstances, but that would mean I am running away from my problems. Running is the worst thing I can do, even though sometimes I am left with no choice.

[sugarsmek200]

seriously ur best of facing the big bad world straight away and she wouldnt nessarecraly be sorrounded by drugs. i gues cos i live in that situation i dont find it a big deal.

just do what feels best good luck.